Hello Bill,
              Hows everyone there?
Were all doing good here..
OMG i had a shock when you said your temperature had been below freezing for two weeks,blimey​ id be in hibernation right now if i was there.
Oh right so its now showing signs of work going down at your place then,i think alot of different businesses are been affected..di​d i tell you about a store called Woolworths,w​ell they have been going since my nan was young i think,well they are now in trouble and going into liquidation.​
So what family stuff did you all get up to,anything nice?
Have you put your tree and trimmings up yet?
We are not till we have decorated the livingroom so that might get us moving abit quicker..lol​
Well time for bed....night​ Bill,sleep well........​.....Sandra.​xx

Hey! I haven't been on a while cos I lent my comp to my friend. I'm on work's comp now. So just a quick note to let you know I'm stil alive!
Yeah mum just wants to control my entire life! Yeah fine, I get that she's disapointed cos she can't have her stupid wedding to plan, but like I said isn't my happiness more important? Why should I get married to a guy and hate him/it and be misrable my entire life, just so SHE can be happy?! bleh. I mean who knows I maY find a guy one day *ROFLMAO* BUT I DOUBT IT!!!
I'm glad your not a sleezeball. I hate guys in clubs that just sleeze and its so gross and yeah. You know what I mean. Girls can be like that....we are VERY good at keeping things in. I'm sure if you tod her you wanted to talk and be open she would, wouldn't she? I have trust issues too. Thats why I was so hurt about Kate. Shes the first person I really trusted and the ONLY one I have ever been with. Generally I don't trust anyone, because I learnt they all hurt you. I don't even trust my family. They are the WORST! Especiall my dads side. Just think of the worst thing that could happen to you, then thats what happened to me. As a baby and again as an adult....and​ they wonder why I'm gay! But enough of that
Hahaha! A teenager no doubt. Well, that sucks. Don't you have an agency you can use? I'm with an agency, but I think I'm a little too far! The babysitters planning something special for christmas?
Lol, I go out a bit! Except the club I usually go to closed (long story) so I've been going to my friends instead-the one who has my computer. She's 50 but we stay up until like 4am buggering around and talking. And NO she is NOT my gf! But I plan to go out to arq on friday cos they are having the girls club again, yippee!!!!
In other news, I feel I am finally over Kate and feel ready to move on. Its been 5 months since we broke up already! How time flies!!!!!

Hi Bill,
         Sorry for my slow reply to your mail..everyt​ime i came on i was asked to chat,so didnt get much done.
Im glad that your mom has been moved to a regular room,and out of ICU....that definatly means shes on the up.i wish her a speedy recovery now..
Well im glad that your thanks giving went ok,we dont actually celebrate it here,i think it is just in America.
Hows work,are you busy?
Here more jobs are going all over the place..even an old store that has been going for years,a re now in trouble called Woolworths..​at the land rover they are on about getting rid of more.At BMI baby an airline company jobs are going there..i think it is going to get really bad,and cant see how things will get back to been good.
The weather here has gone really cold,its going to be below freezing tonight and thick fog,with tomorrow not getting any further up in temperature.​.....
Well sorry for all my doom and gloom.....il​l try and bring you some good news next time.....
Have a great weekend.....​bye for now........S​andra.xxxx

HI BILL......HA​PPY THANKS GIVING TO SUCH A GREAT FRIEND....HA​VE A LOVELY DAY...LOVE SANDRA.XXX

Hi Bill,
         How are you all?
I was so sorry to hear about your mom,why do these things have to happen?
Well i hope they can help your mom,and get her back to how she was.
I have also been having problems with my mom too,shes not been eating properly,and​ has had bad pains in her back,rib cage and now back in her back,the doc has an idea what it might be but to confirm he sent her for an xray,and a blood test,so ive been busy with her lately.
Were not sure why shes got no appertite so need to find out.
The only thing been now that the xray results take 2 weeks to come back.
Well i hope you have an ok weekend and they can help your mom..keep in touch.....Sa​ndra.xxxx

opps, cut off before the end
I was saying im sooooo close to packing up and taking off and not telling anyone where I'm going. I jsut dont want this junk in my life. Its so unfair...she​'s made HER choices, so why can't I make mine? WHY should I get married, when I don't WANT to marry a guy, I don't LIKE guys (no offence to you, Bill)  and I doubt I ever will. Some people! AAAAAHHHHH!!​!

Hey...omg, I just realised I didnt reply!!! I'm soooo sorry!! I've been so slack on here lately! Just slap me if I takke too long to reply ok,
How are you going? I'm glad you gave up your second job, you poor thing. Stuff em, what jerks to treat you that way! Isn't it so satifying telling jerks to shove it?! I'm going OK with my jobs, VERY tired though, and they are going to be giving me training to become a lifeguard! They are paying for it too!!! Awesome isn't it. Not that I NEED the work, but it's all to my benefit I guess.
I bet it scared the crap out of you getting shocked like that!!!! My cousin did the same. I didn't see, but I heard ALL about it. My ankle occasionally​ hurts and sometimes I fall over and once I had to go off it a couple of days, but usually its OK.
Yeah my halloween was fun! The wig annoyed me though. But I looove dressing up! Yeah I have made an album. Go look! Everyone says it doesn't look like me!!! My feet are OK. I wore my boots again and they are fine now!
I never go to goth clubs. Actually, I only go to gay clubs. I don't like straight clubs at all. Gay clubs are great and you don't have to be worried about being harrassed!!!​ You and Rebecca should go out and paaaartay. Can't you get a babysitter for the night?
Lets see.....what​ else have I been doing? Oh yeah, I went out last friday and stayed out until 6am, haha. I was sooooo tired, lol. Had lots of fun with a bunch of girls I hang out with. One of them got into a fight with a guy and belted him across the head. SOOOO funny! I'm having fun! No potential girls on the scene yet, but thats ok.
Mums giving me a hard time again. she acts like I pretend to be gay, just to annoy her. She made me so mad that I screamed at her and she cried. I told her to grow up and she cried more. I don't know why she can't accept it. I really hate it! It's hard enough being gay without her carry on. And its not like I CHOSE to be this way. I just am. Seriously, I'm at the end of my tether, I'm so cl

Hi Bill,
         Hows everyone there?
Sorry for my late reply once again,i seem to come on here go straight to my inbox which takes forver to do then dont get round to my wall...so tnight ive swapped my routine round,wall first for a change.....
I got a mic and headphones the other day and chatted to an American man on msn and it was ever so funny,his accent and mine apparently to him.....he said i needed to slow down so he could understand me...lol..bu​t it was great talking about how different we call things from there to here,like couch been settee here,and that you dont have squash to drink over there,like juice that you have to add water to.
Going back to your mail,yes it is true the buses here are abit dangerous sometimes,bu​t drivers do sit behind a saftey screen so they have some protection.B​ut i guess its a job at the end of the day.
But everyday here on the news unemployment​ is rising fast,so it is getting hrder to find a job.
Oh gosh so they are shutting down a part of where you work then?
It seems to be world wide doesnt it.
Are you still thinking and planning your wedding or have you put it on hold at the moment?
Well must crack on as loads to do.......bye​ for now.........​..........Sa​ndra.xxxx

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Hello Bill,
             Hope things are abit better for you and your family..thin​gs here just get worse and worse,the other day someone at a shops carpark pushed two trolleys into our car,so that now has two dents,and scratched into the metal..god its so annoying.
Over there sounds like here too,we have some good hospitals and some that people are just not happy with.
I do hope your mom gets better soon,as i know what that is like going up and down hospitals alot..you get to feel like your the one in there.
The job hunting is going ok,abit slow,i think it is the wrong time of the year,so it might be the new year before things start to come up.
Lee has an interview though tomorrow,but​ it may only be a temp job,he has to see tomorrow.
Hes even thinking about training to be a bus driver,there​s some jobs going right now and they will pay for the training to get the license,so might be worth doing,just sometimes you hear that bus drivers do get hassle here......so​ i said to him if you can put up with me.......im sure you can cope with the old ladies...lol​
Hows your work going?
Catch you later.......​......Sandra​.xxx