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Sweet Chocolate Heartbreaks.
Feb 12, 2010 at 10:44am | 4
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Never- ending... Nightmares.
Dec 10, 2009 at 2:56pm | 3
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What say you?
Dec 4, 2009 at 4:23am | 4
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Wtf- part IV. :') (re: The World according to Americans.)
Nov 27, 2009 at 3:16am | 9
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Wtf- part III. :') (re: The World according to Americans.)
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DiscordInvictus
(デーモン the Anorak) 20 y.o., Male 
What's new:
Thank you, Zinn for your comments on The Blog. <3
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Indonesian
Malay
Chinese
JapaneseLast logged in 1 day ago
Last updated at 1:54pm
GMT on March 8, 2010
Joined on June 18, 2009
It is 6:17 am (MYT) in DiscordInvictus's time zone.
About Me:
"Hey there, Sam. What's happening?"
"Oh, nothing. Just the End of the World."
- Sam and Dean Winchester of Supernatural/ Changing Channels.
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Disco : nick from, and on this website (credits to Seth).
+ rd : Discord : my disagreeing/ rebellious/ conflicting thoughts and way of going around.
Invictus : unconquered in Latin.
1 This is the third time (I think) that I've given The List an almost complete overhaul. :'D
2 My old username on this site is lame a**- it's surprising how I managed to stay on that account for so long.
3 I used to frequent the chat a lot- so it's not surprising that my "Friends" list is more than it should have been considering how cold and dodgy I can be.
4 I lurk the forums a lot, but was often too intimidated to write anything in response- because nobody really seemed to care (/respect my opinions) about anything that I'd have to say... except this one Spy, who's no longer (allowed) here. :'(
5 ... You can tell from the above that I have a very low self- esteem.
6 As much as I'd like to think that I've improved on my self image by multitudes, my thoughts are still often rebuffed- and things I say/ have said are still often being made fun of... Even by people I consider friends.
7 Now tell me, where have I gone wrong- that I'm not deserving of mutual respect?!
8 Oh my, is this List getting depressive. <_ <
9 As of today, there's not a single soul I can truly consider as a friend.
10... Except, of course, Patrick the little red dog! =']
11 I'm more of a cat person though. =^w^= (Sorry, Patrick! xD)
12 I hate how despite my preference of being alone (and doing everything alone), that I sometimes crave so much for human company. u_u
13 Because of my lifestyle and circumstances of things of late, my ability to socialize (both IRL and in the Internetz- universe) has gone downhill- man, wasted are those effort I have had put in over the years to overcome my chronic shyness!
14 Will things ever change?! <_ <
15 I don't think this list will turn out as good as my previous ones- but whatevs. =o
16 I've always been confused about my sexuality- but at the same time, I'm truly/ fully aware that sex isn't for me at all- so let's just leave it at that! :')
17 I'd like to think that I'm androgynous (what's with these labels, anyway?!).
18 I used to hate society and its functions- how I used to put myself in a pedestal, despite how lowly I think of myself- but I'm changing this thought now... everyday, slowly but surely. (So don't disappoint me- (fellow) human beings!)
19 Apparently, though I'm the cowardly one- people always seem to be intimidated by my presence.
20 Could it be the glasses?! (But I can't see a d.amn thing (clear enough) without them! x_x)
21 … It has to be my aura/ the aura I’m projecting. =/
22... I fail my friends and family a lot.
23 I hope to make it up to them soon enough (now, really- but it's hard trying to stay focused! ;~;).
24 I used to naïvely think that I could turn my hobby/ interest into a career/ lifestyle- but I can now see how wrong I was.
25 I'm still faux blonde- though the snake bites are gone. =[
26 I don't understand how people seem to think lowly of me, but still manage to gain/ "steal" something from me- professionally and relationship (personally)- wise.
27 I'm obsessive compulsive and possessive. (I think these two are related somehow. xD)
28 I'm a racist, a sexist... and a hypocrite.
29 I think we are all (hypocrites) to a certain degree! (Don't lie to yourself now, bebe.) 30 Believe me, I'm not actually so proud of that (re: 28 and 29)- but as I've said (re: 18), I do my part in not allowing what a certain race and/ or gender (etc.) to shape my overall opinion of a person. D=
31 Right about now, I feel like not continuing with this List.
32 ... But before I get lazy again. I. Must. Persevere.
33 (re: 33) Yep, I'm a procrastinator/ lazy a**. D=
34 You know what they say that procrastinating is an artist's biggest weakness.
35 But I don’t really consider myself an artist! xD
36 I'm so not handsome, dark, tall, smart, sexy, witty, weird, random, and/ or crazy- thus that makes me pretty unappealing to know. ='[
37 I suggest you leave my page now if you were expecting any of the above.
38 I don't think anybody's going to really read this- or realize that I've updated The List.
39 If you had though, good for you. ='D
Le fin.
... For now.
Requests:
(updated.)
1 Gender benders (excuse the expression), asexuals, etc.- basically people who don't conform to societal gender roles.
2 BLOG/ WRITING BUDDIES!
Reason being that I need inspiration and encouragement to write more! (You can see how sorry my blog is at the moment...) I might just do the same for you. ;D
3 And please stop copying my wall posts, photo comments and etc. etc. In short... I FIND IT OFFENDING.
K. Thx.
(More to come- yes, I'm getting serious. D=)
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Realistic people. Neither should you be unjustly pessimistic, or falsely optimistic. =]
(What the hell am I on about?)
On to more realistic requests... <_ <
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I take back what I said about being nice. >_< Though I won't be rejecting any friend requests, I'd not be adding myself into whose "Friends" list exceed a certain acceptable amount- IYKWIM (if you know what I mean). This is not another social networking site that works like Myspace/ Facebook/ Twitter/ Vampire Freaks etc. for your information. Collecting friends is not a trend here, nor will it ever be welcomed (to be). Get to know people first before adding, okay? (Please stop being so insecure.)
1 Gender benders (excuse the expression), asexuals, etc.- basically people who don't conform to societal gender roles.
2 BLOG/ WRITING BUDDIES!
Reason being that I need inspiration and encouragement to write more! (You can see how sorry my blog is at the moment...) I might just do the same for you. ;D
3 And please stop copying my wall posts, photo comments and etc. etc. In short... I FIND IT OFFENDING.
K. Thx.
(More to come- yes, I'm getting serious. D=)
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Realistic people. Neither should you be unjustly pessimistic, or falsely optimistic. =]
(What the hell am I on about?)
On to more realistic requests... <_ <
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I take back what I said about being nice. >_< Though I won't be rejecting any friend requests, I'd not be adding myself into whose "Friends" list exceed a certain acceptable amount- IYKWIM (if you know what I mean). This is not another social networking site that works like Myspace/ Facebook/ Twitter/ Vampire Freaks etc. for your information. Collecting friends is not a trend here, nor will it ever be welcomed (to be). Get to know people first before adding, okay? (Please stop being so insecure.)
Language Exchange Requests:
I don't lie about my language capabilities. ;>
... Except that I have no other option but to have English put on as "native speaker". D= (InterPals wouldn't allow me to go without a "native language"- hence the "lie", okay? <_ <)
I speak English with relative ease (I think mostly in English)- in second place would be Hokkien (a Chinese dialect from the Min group of Chinese languages- widely spoken in Fujian, Taiwan and parts of Southeast Asia)- and thirdly (and about time as well!), would be Malay (though my ability to write and converse in this language has degraded since my departure from high school- because I need not use it as much since then! D=)
... I can understand everyday conversation Mandarin pretty well- but I can't speak it half as well as I understand it though. u_u I'd like to have a formal Mandarin lesson one day!
As for Indonesian, let's just say that 'tis both very similiar and different than that of Malay. D=
I'm not actually learning Japanese at the moment, but I'm very fond of the way it is spoken- 'tis a very beautiful language (in my opinion- not asking for yours... <_ <), and trust me- I'm not an otaku! I'm also very much in love with Cantonese- my point being, I'm very open in learning both languages as soon as I can take my Mandarin up a notch!
... Except that I have no other option but to have English put on as "native speaker". D= (InterPals wouldn't allow me to go without a "native language"- hence the "lie", okay? <_ <)
I speak English with relative ease (I think mostly in English)- in second place would be Hokkien (a Chinese dialect from the Min group of Chinese languages- widely spoken in Fujian, Taiwan and parts of Southeast Asia)- and thirdly (and about time as well!), would be Malay (though my ability to write and converse in this language has degraded since my departure from high school- because I need not use it as much since then! D=)
... I can understand everyday conversation Mandarin pretty well- but I can't speak it half as well as I understand it though. u_u I'd like to have a formal Mandarin lesson one day!
As for Indonesian, let's just say that 'tis both very similiar and different than that of Malay. D=
I'm not actually learning Japanese at the moment, but I'm very fond of the way it is spoken- 'tis a very beautiful language (in my opinion- not asking for yours... <_ <), and trust me- I'm not an otaku! I'm also very much in love with Cantonese- my point being, I'm very open in learning both languages as soon as I can take my Mandarin up a notch!
Interests, Hobbies, etc.:
(Current things I do when skiving off.)
Geekdom! (profession- the best way to catagorize this... for now):
*Photoshop/ Illustrator/ Toon Boom Studio.
*Draw (cartoons).
*Drawing with my Wacom (Bamboo Fun) tablet! <3
Read (digital media):
*Political blogs and independent news portal sites (local).
*Friends' blogs (surf/ hop- mostly).
*(Stalk) InterPals' Forums. :'D (Could have been better with Spy around though... u_u)
*People You'll See In Hell (only when I have the stomach to digest the cruelty infused madness).
* Photoshop/ Illustrator/ art/ craft/ tutorial sites.
Create magic at the kitchen! (Eh, cooking/ baking- for those who don't get my drift. o_o)
Geekdom! (games):
*Dragon Age: Origins (completed- waiting for Awakening!). <3
*The Sims 3.
*Game Boy Advance, Snes 9x and NDS emulator games.
*Chip's Challenge.
*Flash animation games (particularly Pet Society, Restaurant City, Country Story and Café World).
Solo sing- alongs to my song list.
Read (print media):
*Photoshop/ Illustrator/ photography tutorial magazines.
*Biographies/ accounts of serial killers/ murderers/ criminals/ conmen etc., and ("bizarre") historical events.
*Books on psychology/ sociology/ philosophies.
*Archie comics.
Do all the nothing that I can do.
And, let's not forget...
Pokémon~! =D
Geekdom! (profession- the best way to catagorize this... for now):
*Photoshop/ Illustrator/ Toon Boom Studio.
*Draw (cartoons).
*Drawing with my Wacom (Bamboo Fun) tablet! <3
Read (digital media):
*Political blogs and independent news portal sites (local).
*Friends' blogs (surf/ hop- mostly).
*(Stalk) InterPals' Forums. :'D (Could have been better with Spy around though... u_u)
*People You'll See In Hell (only when I have the stomach to digest the cruelty infused madness).
* Photoshop/ Illustrator/ art/ craft/ tutorial sites.
Create magic at the kitchen! (Eh, cooking/ baking- for those who don't get my drift. o_o)
Geekdom! (games):
*Dragon Age: Origins (completed- waiting for Awakening!). <3
*The Sims 3.
*Game Boy Advance, Snes 9x and NDS emulator games.
*Chip's Challenge.
*Flash animation games (particularly Pet Society, Restaurant City, Country Story and Café World).
Solo sing- alongs to my song list.
Read (print media):
*Photoshop/ Illustrator/ photography tutorial magazines.
*Biographies/ accounts of serial killers/ murderers/ criminals/ conmen etc., and ("bizarre") historical events.
*Books on psychology/ sociology/ philosophies.
*Archie comics.
Do all the nothing that I can do.
And, let's not forget...
Pokémon~! =D
Favorite Music:
Alternative. Arctic Monkeys. Aqua Cartoon Heroes. Avril Lavigne My Happy Ending (and) Nobody's Home.
Britpop. Black Eyed Peas. Blink- 182 I Miss You. Bob Dylan Knockin’ on Heaven’s Door. Blue. Blur. Björk It's Oh So Quiet.
Coldplay 42 (and) Fix You. Cyndi Lauper Time After Time.
Daft Punk. Dragon Age: Origins (soundtrack). Duffy Warwick Avenue.
Elektro. Eluveitie. Eminem.
Fall Out Boy.
Goo Goo Dolls Iris. Gorillaz.
Hillsongs United The Heart of Worship. Hujan Bila Aku Sudah Tiada.
Indie. Instrumental. Iron Maiden Run to the Hills.
Jason Lo Operator, The Line is Dead. Junior Senior Move Your Feet. Justin Timberlake.
Kanye West Heartless (and) Touch the Sky (feat. Lupe Fiasco). The Killers Bones.
Lady Gaga Love Game. Lenny Kravitz American Woman (and) Are You Gonna Go My Way. Lily Allen The Fear. Linkin Park.
Manic Street Preachers Ocean’s Spray (and) The Everlasting. Mariah Carey Hero. Mew. Michael Jackson. Mika Happy Ending (and) We Are Golden. Monkey: Journey to the West Monkey Bee. Moulin Rouge!: Soundtrack. Muse.
OAG. OasisWonderwall.
Queen Bohemian Rhapsody, We Are the Champions (and) We Will Rock You.
Radiohead Creep, Karma Police (and) Nude. Robbie Williams. Street Fighting Man The Rolling Stones.
Sheila On 7. Sigur Rós Gobbledigook. Spice Girls. The Strokes. Suede Beautiful Ones (and) She's In Fashion. Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street OST.
The Ting Tings Shut Up and Let Me Go.
U2 Elevation (and) Hold me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me.
Vertical Horizon Best I Ever Had. The Vines Don’t Listen To The Radio (and) Get Free.
The White Stripes Seven Nation Army (and) The Hardest Button to Button.
Yeah Yeah Yeahs Gold Lion. (and) Maps.
’N Sync.
Last.fm!
Britpop. Black Eyed Peas. Blink- 182 I Miss You. Bob Dylan Knockin’ on Heaven’s Door. Blue. Blur. Björk It's Oh So Quiet.
Coldplay 42 (and) Fix You. Cyndi Lauper Time After Time.
Daft Punk. Dragon Age: Origins (soundtrack). Duffy Warwick Avenue.
Elektro. Eluveitie. Eminem.
Fall Out Boy.
Goo Goo Dolls Iris. Gorillaz.
Hillsongs United The Heart of Worship. Hujan Bila Aku Sudah Tiada.
Indie. Instrumental. Iron Maiden Run to the Hills.
Jason Lo Operator, The Line is Dead. Junior Senior Move Your Feet. Justin Timberlake.
Kanye West Heartless (and) Touch the Sky (feat. Lupe Fiasco). The Killers Bones.
Lady Gaga Love Game. Lenny Kravitz American Woman (and) Are You Gonna Go My Way. Lily Allen The Fear. Linkin Park.
Manic Street Preachers Ocean’s Spray (and) The Everlasting. Mariah Carey Hero. Mew. Michael Jackson. Mika Happy Ending (and) We Are Golden. Monkey: Journey to the West Monkey Bee. Moulin Rouge!: Soundtrack. Muse.
OAG. OasisWonderwall.
Queen Bohemian Rhapsody, We Are the Champions (and) We Will Rock You.
Radiohead Creep, Karma Police (and) Nude. Robbie Williams. Street Fighting Man The Rolling Stones.
Sheila On 7. Sigur Rós Gobbledigook. Spice Girls. The Strokes. Suede Beautiful Ones (and) She's In Fashion. Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street OST.
The Ting Tings Shut Up and Let Me Go.
U2 Elevation (and) Hold me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me.
Vertical Horizon Best I Ever Had. The Vines Don’t Listen To The Radio (and) Get Free.
The White Stripes Seven Nation Army (and) The Hardest Button to Button.
Yeah Yeah Yeahs Gold Lion. (and) Maps.
’N Sync.
Last.fm!
Favorite Movies:
The Lord of the Rings trilogy.
Star Wars trilogy.
Star Wars Classic trilogy.
Edward Scissorhands.
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
Corpse Bride.
Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street.
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(Let's take a short mathematics break. =D)
Tim Burton = genius. >_<
Tim Burton + Johnny Depp = exploding genius! D=
Tim Burton + Johnny Depp + Helena Bonham Carter = sparkling exploding genius!!! *o*
If you get it...
Good you got it. =']
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A Clockwork Orange.
Brokeback Mountain.
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
Fahrenheit 9/ 11.
Fight Club.
Hairspray.
Moulin Rouge!
Pirates of the Caribbean series (I- III).
Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea.
Sicko.
The Other Boleyn Girl.
V for Vendetta.
Vicky Cristina Barcelona.
Who Framed Roger Rabbit.
Zeitgeist, the Movie.
Zeitgeist: Addendum.
Favorite TV Shows:
Supernatural.
Mythbusters.
Bizarre Foods with Andrew Zimmern.
Doraemon.
Crayon Shin Chan.
Spongebob Squarepants.
EPL (and) UEFA Champions League.
Mythbusters.
Bizarre Foods with Andrew Zimmern.
Doraemon.
Crayon Shin Chan.
Spongebob Squarepants.
EPL (and) UEFA Champions League.
Favorite Books:
Strictly non- fiction.
(Comics, mangas and graphic novels are acceptable though- well they have pictures! xD)
(Comics, mangas and graphic novels are acceptable though- well they have pictures! xD)
Favorite Quotes:
"I always thought I'd like my own tombstone to be blank. No epitaph, and no name. Well, actually, I'd like it to say 'figment'."
- Andy Warhol.
"An intellectual is someone who has found something more interesting than sex."
- Edgar Wallace.
"Cats are intended to teach us that not everything in nature has a purpose."
- Garrison Keiller.
"Only when you have no fear, are you free."
- V of V for Vendetta.
"Take what ye' can."
"Give nothin' back!"
- Captain Jack Sparrow and Mr. Gibbs of Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl.
"We're creatures of the underworld. We can't afford to love."
- Harold Zidler of Moulin Rouge!
"The best thing about being a celebrity is that you can bore the crap out of people and they think it's their fault."
(cont.) "Sometimes I can sit there without a single thought in my head, and people find the silence so awkward they'll prattle on into the ether about any old rubbish. My silence feels like some kind of judgement to them. Before Gorillaz took off I couldn't get anyone to talk to me, now I can't get them to shut up."
- Murdoc Niccals of Gorillaz.
"Have a nice life of mediocrity, fry cook!"
- Le Spatula of Spongebob Squarepants.
"And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you."
"Existence really is an imperfect tense that never becomes a present."
"The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself."
"It is always consoling to think of suicide: in that way one gets through many a bad night."
"I cannot believe in a God who wants to be praised all the time."
- Friedrich Nietzsche.
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From InterPals chat.
thePANDA: !
thePANDA: Tomorrow my brother is looking at my car
thePANDA: @_@
carrots4peace: Will you be looking at your car too?
thePANDA: No
thePANDA: I will be looking away
thePANDA: in shame
thePANDA: u_u
liable: cant wait to meet titus saturday
liable: were gonna do a photoshoot
Broodrooster: titus is a tool
liable: -_-
liable: what do you know about it brood
liable: when is the last time you had a guy?
Broodrooster: ouch
liable: it must be horrible not to have a sexlife
lizcooley: i know
DiscordInvictus: …
DiscordInvictus: =[
Broodrooster: I agree, Disco :')
CeeOhTwo: how about a mojito, a wet p&ssy, or a what's it called
roblunadesign: not really into them
CeeOhTwo: Fruit Tingle
CeeOhTwo: Omg
CeeOhTwo: You Have To Try A Fruit Tingle
amy729 has joined.
roblunadesign: wet %%%%%
Sarry777: haha wet puussy.
roblunadesign: what
DiscordInvictus: As if it's not already wet.
roblunadesign: whats in a wet %%%%%
DiscordInvictus: ...
SID91: a wet pu.ssy is a drink? ::laugh
Sarry777: disco ::wink
SID91: hahah
Sarry777: ::wink ::wink ::wink
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My apologies... to those concerned in the above. ='D
Let's give a warm applause to the strongest reactor I've gathered (so far) from the "statement" above, yeah? :'D
More on these and other events...
Wtf- part I. :')
Wtf- part II. :')
Wtf- part III. :')
Wtf- part IV. :')
- Andy Warhol.
"An intellectual is someone who has found something more interesting than sex."
- Edgar Wallace.
"Cats are intended to teach us that not everything in nature has a purpose."
- Garrison Keiller.
"Only when you have no fear, are you free."
- V of V for Vendetta.
"Take what ye' can."
"Give nothin' back!"
- Captain Jack Sparrow and Mr. Gibbs of Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl.
"We're creatures of the underworld. We can't afford to love."
- Harold Zidler of Moulin Rouge!
"The best thing about being a celebrity is that you can bore the crap out of people and they think it's their fault."
(cont.) "Sometimes I can sit there without a single thought in my head, and people find the silence so awkward they'll prattle on into the ether about any old rubbish. My silence feels like some kind of judgement to them. Before Gorillaz took off I couldn't get anyone to talk to me, now I can't get them to shut up."
- Murdoc Niccals of Gorillaz.
"Have a nice life of mediocrity, fry cook!"
- Le Spatula of Spongebob Squarepants.
"And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you."
"Existence really is an imperfect tense that never becomes a present."
"The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself."
"It is always consoling to think of suicide: in that way one gets through many a bad night."
"I cannot believe in a God who wants to be praised all the time."
- Friedrich Nietzsche.
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From InterPals chat.
thePANDA: !
thePANDA: Tomorrow my brother is looking at my car
thePANDA: @_@
carrots4peace: Will you be looking at your car too?
thePANDA: No
thePANDA: I will be looking away
thePANDA: in shame
thePANDA: u_u
liable: cant wait to meet titus saturday
liable: were gonna do a photoshoot
Broodrooster: titus is a tool
liable: -_-
liable: what do you know about it brood
liable: when is the last time you had a guy?
Broodrooster: ouch
liable: it must be horrible not to have a sexlife
lizcooley: i know
DiscordInvictus: …
DiscordInvictus: =[
Broodrooster: I agree, Disco :')
CeeOhTwo: how about a mojito, a wet p&ssy, or a what's it called
roblunadesign: not really into them
CeeOhTwo: Fruit Tingle
CeeOhTwo: Omg
CeeOhTwo: You Have To Try A Fruit Tingle
amy729 has joined.
roblunadesign: wet %%%%%
Sarry777: haha wet puussy.
roblunadesign: what
DiscordInvictus: As if it's not already wet.
roblunadesign: whats in a wet %%%%%
DiscordInvictus: ...
SID91: a wet pu.ssy is a drink? ::laugh
Sarry777: disco ::wink
SID91: hahah
Sarry777: ::wink ::wink ::wink
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My apologies... to those concerned in the above. ='D
Let's give a warm applause to the strongest reactor I've gathered (so far) from the "statement" above, yeah? :'D
More on these and other events...
Wtf- part I. :')
Wtf- part II. :')
Wtf- part III. :')
Wtf- part IV. :')
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