Somehow it is weird to fill a little box with a lot of information about myself. it is a box and will always stay a box. It can never really express what I am about, how I am but I can at least try to describe it in some way... I love to throw a lot of random information at you. But I guess only the ones who contact me might get to know the real essentials. I love to be bubbly and outgoing on the surface but like many others, this is not entirely who I am. It took me a long way to get where I am now. I remember, when I was 14 I wanted to be one of the blond bimbos, because everyone liked them. When I was 18 I wanted to be a goth, they seemed so cool, desperate and stylish (I don't have anything against goths, don't get that impression now). Now, I guess I am content with who I am. I don't belong to any group. I hate following an ideal.
But just do not get the impression that I am this all the time happy-go-luc​ky kind of person. That's partially why I hate these self describing things. Everyone tries to show of their best aspects. heaven, this is not what I am. I have my flaws too, whatsoever. I am very honest, I never really hide what I think. if you don't like it, I am sorry but I guess that is how it is. I have been editing this so often now but I am never content and this is just so superficial.​ And really, that is the one thing I hate so much. I don't easily judge people, at least I try not too. I am open for things that are unfamiliar to me.

But to supply you with some facts about me... I am 23 years old and living in a small village named Tuulos in Southern Finland with my boyfriend (oh the word boyfriend might imply already that I do not want to flirt, have sex with you or marry you, just btw) and our two cats.

I am studying tourism at school right now and used to work in a store called Alko, selling alcoholic drink (and no, despite the common prejudice, not everyone who sells alcohol consumes it). I loved this job, I am still missing it.

One big passion of mine are books. I never leave the house without a book in my purse. When I travel I always take more books than I can read, you never know what might happen x)
I easily tend to get lost in my own brainloops so sometimes it is quite hard to catch up with me x) I also enjoy throwing lyrics and quotes into the blue :P Though, I mostly only remember half of the quote... life is hard :P

Next thing I could mention is ice hockey. Since I came here for the first time watching ice hockey, it  is like a drug. It is awesome to sit and cheer in the crowd. x) HPK rocks <3 (well, not exactly the last season but well...), what do they say, in good and bad times...?

I would really like to find some good and long lasting friendships here which last not only for a few letters. :)
I love long letters which contain more than some superficial information.​​ :) If I  want to know about the weather it is easier to turn on the weather channel, favorite colors also get boring after a little while ;)
Yes, I do have very high expectations​ but for that you get the same thing back in return. Even at times if my life might be boring I know how to make things interesting.​ I can be terribly childish at times, funny if I want to, from 0 to 100.

if I got you interested, go ahead and send me a message or wall post, I promise I will not bite -  I only want to be bitten by Edward Cullen so don't expect me biting xP

Don't let me scare you away, I promise you, you will not regret it. if you do, I send you a cookie to make up for it :P

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Who am I? John answers:
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Ying: agitated, has some evil ideas, can't stand alone for more than 1 minute, never but never contradict her, characterize​​​d as fire, rapidity and loud music!"​​ <3

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Sian, you are the best pen pal (friend <3) someone can wish for!! <33

I find it useless to list my requests here. The people for who they are do not read my profile anyway and write their idiotic messages, no matter what I request.. so... guess no requests from my side...

But for the ones actually reading this... I am looking for chatty long letter snail mail pals only. No e-mail, no chatting whatever. :)

I'd love to tell you that I am a person with many different hobbies or interests. Sadly, I am not. For the most of time I can be plain boring and do your average things like writing letters, watching a movie in cinema or spend time with family and friends. 

On the other hands, concerts are always great. Metal bands are even greater. Mostly I listen to death metal. I am quite picky when it comes to music ^^

Sport every other time is also fine, unfortunatel​y watching ice hockey burns too less calories. So I go jogging myself. Nothing fast, just running through the woods , daydreaming.​​ Oh, there we got it. MY Passion... daydreaming!​ Sometimes it is funny to see from where one thought come from and to which things it can lead, having nothing to do with the original thought.  I love browsing pages like google maps and Wikipedia.
I am fascinated by history. <3

Too list some other things I like and to pretend I have something you can call hobbies and interests...​ x) :
- reading
- taking pictures
- postcrossing​
- writing letters
- watching movies
- daydreaming
- my cats
- cooking
- thinking (I spend a lot of time thinking about the weirdest things)
- languages
- surfing on the internet
- foreign movies
- drawing
- linux
- singing wrong and loud while driving

I am interested in foreign cultures, people, myths, even politics. ... so if you have anything interesting to tell, go ahead I am most willing to get started x)

Rambling and Sarcasm are two big passions which you can find in any of my letters. If you can not handle these...I fear we will not get along very well. :P

- Dragonforce (Though it is no good to listen to them while driving...I tend to want to catch the drums...x))

- Before the Dawn (always and always again...)
- To Die For
- For My Pain
- Malpractice
- Wintersun
- Children of Bodom
- My Dying Bride
- Norther
- In Flames
- Pain Confessor <3
- Hanging Garden
- Beatsteaks (<333)
- Sonata Arctica
- Amorphis
- Ensiferum

I love love love (...) movies, mostly because my boyfriend is a movie-freak.​

- Le Fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain
- El Laberinto del Fauno
- Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind
- Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
- Stardust
- Into the Wild
- Awake
- An American Crime
- Star Wars I-VI
- Jarhead
- Blood diamond
- Juno
- Diving Bell and the Butterfly
- Little Miss Sunshine
- The Others
- Shark Tale
- Last King of Scotland
- Finding Neverland

One thing I can not stand are dubbed movies. I watch everything in the original language with subtitles, if needed. The movies are so much more authentic when you watch them in the original version.

The second thing I detest are romantic comedies/mov​ies. Yikes yikes yikes!
They are so overly predictable.​ They get to know each other, get together, fight, he runs after her, happy ending. I spoiled you every romantic movie ever existing. Sorry for that :P Nothing against romance, but be a bit creative with it, please.

I don't watch much TV, we do not even have one here but some shows I (used to) like:

- Dawson's Creek, though, it lost the charm it once had...
- Gilmore Girls
- CSI Miami
- My Name is Earl
- Survivor
- Amazing Race
- Star Trek Enterprise

I absolutely love the Twilight Saga (Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse) by Stephenie Meyer. For me the series ends after Eclipse, I do not like Breaking Dawn too much.

Wherever I am there is also a book with me.
Right now my tendency goes to fantasy (Canavan, Hennen, Paolini, Meyer...). Sometimes also thriller (Clancy, Fielding, Sloan). Depends all on the mood I am in. I am also always up for the classics (Brontë, Goethe - I love Faust). I practically read everything. Sometimes it has to be high standard, sometimes just an easy novel.
Everything out of these books for women like "P.S. I love you". What crap :/ yikes.

"A plan so cunning, you could put a tail on it and call it a weasel."​​  Blackadder

Btw. My PC is always online, but I am not. So if I do not reply immediately,​​ that might be the reason...