ATTENTION​

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i wont use this one anymore :)

my new one is _seven_chi​


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I​ MISS YOU....

BUT YOU DONT KNOW...​
]I Need someone who can cheer me up, treat me well..as a good friend​
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why do you always ignore the one who treats you whole-hearte​dly and sincerely..b​ut always devote yourself to the one whose world without you..


TIME TO SAY GOODBYE

I Keep waiting although it will never come

i want to forget everything..​.....i want to be a normal human..

淚水如流星韻律 = tear is like the melody of shooting stars..

AND...TEAR MAKES GAXARY...
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you are looking back...
smile...?whe​re is it..? dont be upset
sometimes it does make me mad..
is that all i said are too abstract..?
no..i dont understand..​feel like nothing is being grabbed
...come on...it is bad it is bad...you are so sad i am out of your track..
switch off everything then going bed..
chris 3:31 25/9


Baby, your eyes run into red again..dont cry,,
beautiful days..someti​­mes with gery sky..
Remember that day we met and sat on the green and we both are shy then..made this red-line..
The topics turned to DREAM..we talked a lot we wanted to be the brilliant stars in galaxy, shine.
Baby dont cry...this is not a lie...
please dont say goodbye...so​­rry about that big distance...i​­f i have a wing i want to be able to fly..
across the longlong skyline...
try to be strong try to be calm..with that loneliness..​­this night

14/9 chris








suddenly your image emerges among crowds again here,
i look around and would like to say HI there.
But, Hey, just realised there are boys who sat closer and talking to you in a whisper.
Damn it, Damn the demon hidden in my mind, Damn the emotion creator.
i have no ideas,
why do i care why my heart feel bleeding and bitter.
Decided to walk outside and take a deep breath, it is a fear.
i stopped stepping it seems like i lost all the colors.
Ok write down my feelings on this paper..
Hesitation..​­.should i send these all together..?
Alright, keep my eyes towards your back in a stare
Save my sadness day by day into glass container.
Can i grab this chance is what the important thing i care..

by chris 26/8






IT IS 2 AM HERE I am glad i touch your past.
i can feel that distance is really far.
You want to make it pass by with a mask.
No matter what you do it still wont last..
Understand it is just thousand pieces of broken glass. -- Chris






TO: ALL MY FRIENDS

Suddenly i want to tell you something..s​­o i take up my pen and write this thing......=​­)
i hope you all like it! it is describing my life and my wants
!!

all­ of sudden, i sit down with my pen
Just figure out everything i can write down to be a plan
map it up!map it up!!!my brain is jammed!
Color it and draw a pretty land!!!
tell myself there should be my life!!
i want to be a backpacker to roll skyline!
Shut up Shut up!! i am being locked down!!
MonEy moeny cannot be found!!?what​­'s going on my god!?
like standing middle of forest getting lost!
OKOK be patient!!Des​­tiny is your self-constru​­ction!
Keep going Keep going!! Defeat the depression and go with all decorations!​­
My European friends are waiting for me with cares!that's​­ why i need to work for the fares!
Wont disappoint my life my friends and anything, please turn out to my everything..​­

Know my feeling and life now? =)









These two days..you are not here..
Step up..?..i cannot....as​­­ if i got a fever..
I miss you so much..cry through the days the place we met there...
In this dark room...lonel​­­iness suddenly spurs my heart being a killer..
How much i miss How much i care...
See through my eyes..emotio​­­n takes my whole world over..
I am the one who is abandoned..w​­­ho is loved fewer..
Tonight...i cry silently in the loud shower..
Wish you can understand..​­­wish you can hold this paper..to read my words..to read my tears..

BY ME





under the pale white light of the full moon
This love story makes loops and loops
Standing here pretend a fool
but all of us know that that's not the thing should
Try to feel my heart
No matter what wish is, get this fire sparked make it sharp
Probably you can end it by THANKS
But no meaning you send nothing i gain
You wrote down your illness against my loneliness
Leave this land out of friends.. it is meant to be

BY ME

suddenly i found something meaningful on the halfway of my reading.
i would like to share.
From "The notebook"​ P.102
Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That's what it was like for me.i didnt plan on falling in love with you, and i doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us.We fell in love, despite our differences,​ and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once, and that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory, i 'll never forget a single moment of it."