i want to scream, but i crave the silence.
i know who i am, but ive lost myself.
i need to start over, but i have to give up.
im not crazy, but im losing my mind.



my names Allie. im scared of irrational things. i go to lots of shows. im obsessive. either i love you, or i wont return your calls. i love it when people make me mixes&pl​aylists,espe​cially when i dont have the same taste in music as them. i draw all over myself in sharpie. i love photography,​ but im really picky about who gets to see it. i fill out forms for fun. im a cuddler. i seem quiet, but get me alone and im like "AHHOMGZROFLMAOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!"​. i talk 600 miles a minute, theres only like 3 people that can actually understand me. i have unlimited texting, ask me for my number. i occasionally​ throw up gangsigns. im a really picky eater. i'm an insomniac. i live off adrenaline. im afraid of butterflies.​ coming in second is what i do. its my superpower. it makes me smile when people send me pictures on my phone. i like my music loud. i dont like eating in front of people. i hate being alone. i contradict myself all the time. im pretty much the definition of moody. i only write in pen. half of what i say doesn't make any sense. i like it that way(:

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