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okay...befor​e i start....ple​ase just tell me if you bookmarked me b/c im a very curious person and i absolutely HATE not knowing who you are!!!!!!!! TELL ME.........

okay........​.....

Well ......
I live in the USA and I'm absolutely in love with the UK(esp. Britain) !!!!

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If i could live any place in the world it would be London or Dublin!!!
Hmm, lets see ...I currently attend high school & I'm absolutely in love with Forensics & History! I live in Alabama & I can't wait to get the H*ll out & go to College @ UTK in Knoxville, TN. I am going to major in Forensic Anthropology​ & minor in Archaeology.​ I also love photography & New Age art. I don't want to sound horribly boring, so I'm going to cut it off here & if you want to know more , message me. I just want some true friends & someone to get to me for me & Vice Versa. Later Peoplezzzz..​..   :)

Anyone can hit me up...just no scammers, sex offers, marriage proposals, long distance relationship​s & asking me for money!!!!! My god if I had money , What would make me give you any in the 1st place!!! I would especially love anybody from the UK & Asia.

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i can only speak very medial French... so I would love some help with that!!!!!!!​

i love my friends!!!! & reading & history & forensics&​ anthropology​ & Wii & texting....h​a......  

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click on the link below...&​ listen 2 some of a few songs i like.......k​....its mostly just mixed stuff......

http://www.musicplaylist.us/mc/mp3player-othersite.swf?config=http://www.musicplaylist.us/mc/config/config_purple_shuffle.xml&mywidth=195&myheight=190&​playlist_url​=http://www.​musicplaylis​t.us/loadpla​ylist.php?pl​aylist=40868​812

Below this is my manson playlist b/c i do love me some manson....so​ yeah........​..click the link........​

http://www.profileplaylist.net/mc/mp3player-othersite.swf?config=http://www.profileplaylist.net/mc/config/config_green_shuffle.xml&mywidth=195&myheight=190&​playlist_url​=http://www.​profileplayl​ist.net/load​playlist.php​?playlist=35​359927

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1.)La Reine Margot
2.)Brokeback​ Mountain
3.)The Hills Have Eyes (2006)
4.)The Dark Knight
5.)Death at a Funeral
6.)Benny & Joon
7.)Chocolat
8.) The Bad Mother's Handbook
9.)There Will Be Blood
10.)Memoirs of a Giesha
11.) Pride & Prejudice
(not in order of which i like best)

C.S.I, First 48, Dr. G medical examiner, Bones, Forensic Files, Court T.V., & (my guilty little pleasure ).....Fear Itself....Th​at's it....ooh wait...Famil​y Guy.....now that's it.....no...​my bad....True Blood....oka​y that's it.....
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Twilight series, The Awakening, Aztec, Lolita, The Road, Memoirs of a Geisha,V., Book of Longing (poems), Blue Lipstick, The Host, Any forensics books, A Clockwork Orange, A Leaf Falls Skyward (poems), Snow, The Lover, The Pearl, March, The Floating Book, 1984(yes i really do love that book!), Animal Farm, In The Fall, Cold Mountain, Thirteen Moons, The Wild Girl, Ethan Frome, any Poe poems/storie​s, The I-HOP Papers, etc.....(the​re's really too many to name)

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"There were days when she was unhappy, she did not know why-when it did not seem worth while to be glad or sorry, to be alive or dead, when life appeared to her like a grotesque pandemonium and humanity like worms struggling blindly toward inevitable annihilation​. She could not work on such a day, nor weave fancies to stir her pulses and warm her blood."​(The Awakening)

BOOK OF LONGING               

I can´t make the hills
The system is shot
I´m living on pills
for which I thank G-d

There´s sun in the leaves
and birds in the tree.
Nobody believes
it´s written by Thee.

I used to be song
I used to be C*ck
but time is long gone
past my laughingstoc​k

I bid you good-bye
There´s nothing to add
I´ve tried and I try
to stop going mad

I followed the course
from chaos to art
My dick was the horse
my life was the cart

I´m back at my desk
(the end of the line)
a bee in my breast
a snake in my spine

The silverware shines
that my mother left
to me when she died
fulfilled and bereft

My leash is too long
I think that I´m free
I´d leap at the young
but I´m sixty-three

I know what I want
It took many lives
I´m cured by the c*nt
I´m killed by the eyes

The sorrows are real
as froth on the wave
as sh*t  on the beach
the city´s disgrace

Who cares what I say
I´m not who I was
I´m paid what I pay
I´m always in love

The summer won´t come
´till I go to bed
The birds will return
when the dog is dead

You can´t say it right
when you touch yourself
But truth´s not advice
It is total health

The crap on my back
the p*ss  in my face
but happy at last
in the Holy Place

You can´t go too deep
if you want to swim
where the mermaids weep
out of love for Him

I`m nothing but lust
I´m nothing but pain
I did these mistrust
but Never Again

I say what I want
for I am the Child
of G-d coming home
and His Wife gone wild

I don´t need a thing
I use what I have
a moth-eaten wing
a worm cut in half

With these I invoke
The Name to draw nigh
I´m clamped in a stock
to hold my head high

My animal howls
My angel´s upset
And deep in my bowels
the sh*t of regret

You can´t stop a man
from loving too much
I´m still licking stamps
from trying it once

My pen is too wet
My ink is too black
The Winner won´t get
his foot on the track

But the one like me
with light in her eye
is utterly free
to crawl or to fly

And she´ll know the path
I carved through the pain
my will cut in half
and Freedom between

I´ll meet her one day
when the time is right
for me to display
my flare in the night

for the space in space
to cough up the Word
that seals our Embrace
unharmed and unheard

And Mercy at last
for one doubled up
and tied to the mast
with the flags of love

And thank´s be to you
for helping me out
when Youth had no clue
what´s it all about

Your kindness is kind
your trueness is true
I pray that you´ll find
your Beloved, too

as I have found mine
where I´d never look:
in the threaded spine
of my Longing Book.

Los Angeles
March 22, 1998