What friends? xDDDD the struggle is so hard, my life is like... I'm playing on Hardcore mode. A *friend*... well I don't know that person personally, She asked if I wanna hang with her. I said.. I really would like to hang myself, yes, but you*she* shouldn't hang. xD it's kind of a stupid sarcasm but also the truth.
Do you know what I mean? And what are you doing currently ? being a student or wife?

holly sh*@... this is what I meant... My posts are getting longer and longer xDD

BUt this is exactly my problem.. I am TOOOOO Open minded ....... I'd be open to talk about ANY topic, even about my private life, but people get scared and run away xD. and I had this experience with people from Asia especially. perhaps it's justbecause i'm trying to talk with people and I dont' know how, and what about that I am so open and throw everything I have on my mind to the people to keep the conv. going. oh yea... the TRUE you... so important. everything wearing the same things, the same hairstyle and behaves in the same bitchy attitude... that's annoying xD. I guess.. you have to find your *circle* or community. Did you ever feel like... you got a new male friend, and you talk to him a lot and you started trusting him that you wrote big pages of paragraphs to him. and then he stopped writing to you claiming he is too busy. but in fact he lost interest because you wrote too much. xD

I guess it's really hard to talk the *right* way with people and know *how much* to say, if you don't have ANY kind of experience... like seriously.. take it by word.
wat about you?

I hear people telling me I will meet people who care for me ever since I was a teenager.. but even after a decade I did not find such a person. I don't know what exactly people are afraid of, of me.

I wrote it at the time when I just joined, thinking people actually care about who I am and what I like. But I realized most people don't read it cause they ask stupid questions that I alraedy answered on my profile xD

Hübsch :) liebe grüße

yours are great too :0 but i didnt know that people actually read my profile :ddddd ty

no i think in your setting

:)