Current​ Status/mood:​
Worried and crying


​ I'm cancer positive!

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I'm Sarah, 15 years young. When I could attend school I went to an arts school. My focuses were ceramics, sculpture, and photography.​
Unfortunatel​y now, I'm unable to attend school, due to a severe heart condition which they say I won't live much longer (but I'm trying to not believe them, and hang in there.) as well as two types of cancer.
Its unbelievably​ hard, but I have such great friends on here, and in real life who are here for me 100 percent!
Now let me tell you about myself..
I live with both my parents, (though now I live in the hospital) also I have sisters. One of which passed away, the other is currently in a coma, and has been for the last 4 months now. I'm going through a really hard time. At the moment, I'm trying to do my best with staying strong and optimistic. Id someday like to travel out of the US, and visit Australia, NZ, Italy, France, and so many other places. I've lived in the US (Oregon to be exact) all my life, and have never had a chance to go to much places. So maybe Ill get a chance to someday.
I really love art, from drawing, sculpture, photography,​ to architecture​. Id love to be an architect when I am older.
Let's see, some other things about me..
I am a vegetarian, so no meat for me. I love fruits. Strawberry's​, blueberry's,​ apples, plums. I lack in veggies, I think I need to learn to eat more Salad and things.
I love music, anything really, just not big on country. When I listen to music it helps me calm down and relax as well, when I am really tense or emotional. One song I love is called "Immortal"​. Its such a pretty song. Then of course there is other songs I enjoy listening to as well.
I am so thankful to have the friends I do on here, It really means a lot to me. I do have my real life friends, but sometimes it helps me more to talk with people on here. Ive made some really nice close friends on interpals, and that really makes me happy. To have a friend who is willing to listen when I need to vent or something, a friend who cares about me, and tells me they love me, and someone who I can trust. Its not always easy to find someone trust worthy over the internet, but Ive found quite a few people, which really helps me.
I am very open to making new friends, and am always willing to help out anyone who has a problem, give advice, or listen if you need to vent, I'm very friendly, kind and caring. Trust me, I can relate to many problems. Don't be afraid to share it with me.
Feel free to chat with me<3
Ily all<3

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So for those unaware of what is going on, this is a pic of my sister Andie. Currently Andie is under a coma, and has been for the last almost 4 months now.
Andie means the world to me, and she means so much to everyone one of her friends. Andie is a sweet, loving girl, who is now facing the hardest challenge of her life. She is 17 years old. She is a year older than myself, she loves music, she loves to sing. She is my life. I love her very much! she is my hero, anyone who knows Andie, knows how loving and sweet she is. She can brighten any room with her smile.  We all love her very much, she is an inspiration to all of us.No one knows when she will breathe her last breath, but she's still trying.  She's fighting for the life that she deserves.

To Andie♥ I love you very much, you mean everything to me. Your the best older sister ever, I need you here with me. I need to be able to feel your arms wrapped around me once again telling me you love me.
Please keep fighting, I know you can do this. We all know you can pull through. Keep strong, love you very much.<3

This song was dedicated from Jessica to Mason who was diagnosed with juvenile dermatomyosi​tis. It really touched me, and brought tears to my eyes, thinking of Andie, she was diagnosed with this a year ago, and it's a very rare illness.  Having Andie as a sister is a miracle to me. Before she fell into a coma, this was one of her favorite songs, and she always wanted to meet Jessica  who sings this. Maybe that one day, that will happen.
I love Andie<3

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Andie singing "Miracle"​ by Jessica Lerner. Andie we love you so very much, and are hoping you wake up soon and get better. You are an amazing older sister, and I love you so much<3 You are truly a Miracle to me. And Jessica Lerner really want's to meet you on her next visit to Oregon, she sends her love and prayers, we all love very much. Were staying strong for you.♥
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My gosh she is amazingly sweet! this put a smile on my face. And I'm going to play it for Andie.:)
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Anyone​ 13-18
Please no creepers or pervs
And please say more then one word. Thanks!
Also I would really appreciate if you don't ask me questions like "do you have a bf?"  cause if your thinking of trying to connect with me, um sorry that isn't happening.
Also if your going to be my friend, please talk to me, because whats the point of wanting to friends, and never even saying hello to me?
In in my opinion its best to a have a few real friends, then have a bunch you barely talk to.

Also one last thing, PLEASE DO NOT BOOK MARK ME! and if you do, Id like to see who you are. I have 3 people who have bookmarked me, but I have no clue it is.. its a bit creepy.​

♥Photography​ ​

♥Cupcakes  ​ Yep I took this pic:)

♥ceramics & sculpture
♥hanging with friends
♥going on the comp
♥visiting my sister

Iron and Wine,Neversh​outnever, Death Cab for cutie, Jeff Buckley, Ray Lamontagne, Don Mclean...

10 things i hate about you, How to Loose a Guy in 10 days, Because I Said so,Parent trap, The Notebook, Harry Potter!!!!!,​How to be, Twilight:)..​.

Twilight Series