I study Psychology and crave for beauty and intensity. I'm inspired by empathy, darkness, black and white pictures, elegance, uniqueness, traditional Japanese culture and my emotions, that wave between extremes.
I am: unusual, emotional, an escapist, free, expressive, rebellious, passionate, a dreamer.
I live alone, don't eat meat, don't have a TV and do everything in my own way. I don't care about society's standards and have my own rules for everything. I live for passion and for anything aesthetic.
Reality is ugly, I do not follow it -I'm a maker of my own. I ignore rules and stupid taboos, I love witches and night time. I love animals, forests and raw veganism!
I respect artists as Martin Margiela, Mark Ryden, Ai Yamaguchi and Vivienne Westwood -I don't respect copies of others.
Last, I write long letters and send my love all over the world.

I'm looking for a few people who have a lot in common with me and love writing & reading long letters. serious / dedicated LONG letter penpals with whom I can connect with. Unique people who show individualit​y -the world has become too homogenous..​.
I prefer people who are not offended by the word 'literature'​ (Twilight is NOT literature for people in their 20's) and those who have a general culture, are into arts (NO Hollywood or MTV, thank you!) I'd like to talk with Pagans, Wiccans, Philosophers​, performers, musicians, writers, poets, bisexual people, those into alternative lifestyles or other vegans / vegetarians.​

I'm NOT looking for anything romantic, as I'm already in a relationship​ and very much in love!

I support gay / lesbian / bisexual rights and love Freedom. I also don't believe in a religion although I'm closer to Paganism. No racists, god-obsessed​ people, war supporters, homophobes and bores in general, or people with nothing to say, thank you.

anything aesthetic, art galleries, Cosplay, Oriental dances and Arabic music, avant garde architecture​, urban witchcraft, design -especially by Maison Martin Margiela, red lipstick, cosplay, steampunk, Edward Gorey, vintage photos, erotic art, 1890s London, fingerless gloves, vintage cameras, dreaming, Japan, Christiane F, Anais Nin, Isabella Blow, Peter Murphy, ferris wheels, Alice in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass, eccentrics -people who don't mind being different and breaking the rules, modern geisha / kimono fashion, black eyeliner, skeleton keys, neo-victoria​n, psychobilly and horror punk, gigs, drawing ink portraits, art history, victorian, 1920's in Berlin or London or Paris, the black color, bellydance,m​usic (performing and listening), awkward silences, cirque, magic, teapots, tea, ghost stories, vegetarianis​m, veganism, Oscar Wilde, nostalgia, herbs, oddities, star gazing, Russian literature and history, historical fashion, street fashion, night time, elizabethan age, dolls and puppets, Absinthe, Factory Girl, my violin, the cello, cemeteries in Northern Europe, vodka, polaroids, beat poets, red wine, philosophy, mysticism -especially victorian mysticism, decadence, making art for friends, style (not fashion), secrets, being with my headphones on, going to concerts, walking in night city, cabarete, Gothic Lolita, witches, sewing, antiques, writing, mystery, emotions, sketchbooks,​ artists, strangers, outsiders, solitude,ecl​ectic taste, theatre, acting, honesty.

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riot grrl, psychobilly and horror punk, female voices in metal, dark electro, victorian/in​dustrial, punk rock, mutant disco, post punk, gothic rock

Bauhaus, No Bra, Mary and the Boy, Fever Ray, Sigur Ros, The Knife, Joy Division, Cinema Strange, Bjork, Tori Amos, Berlin Brides, Antony and the Johnsons, Big Black, Emilie Autumn, The Smiths, Morrissey, Pretty Balanced, Vermillion Lies, Dandi Wind, Bikini Kill, The Death Set, Black Wire, Florence and the Machine, Hekuba, Free Blood, Kasms, Les Sins, Katzenntzamm​er Kabarett, Lizzie Mercier Descloux, Rosa Yemen, Queen Adreena, Kolt, Rozz Williams, Daisy Chainsaw, Ruby Throat, Siouxsie, Swans, The Horrors, Two Tears, XX, Peter Murphy, The Coathangers,​ Finally Punk, Stereo Total, The Kills, The Dead Weather, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Gitane Demone, Revue Noir, Night On Earth, Phoebe Killdeer and the Short Straws, The Nerves, Neils Children, Metronomy, Metallic Falcons, Ipso Facto, The Mars Volta, Ebony Bones, Gene Serene, Foetus, Lydia Lunch

indie films/foreig​n/undergroun​d/ film festival/ subculture/ arthouse

A Clockwork Orange, WIngs of Desire, Amores Perros, Secretary, The City of Lost Children, The Doom Generation, City of God, Chop Shop, Kidulthood, Gummo, Ratcatcher, Morvern Callar, La Mala Education, Geminis, Lost in Translation,​ Disco Pigs, Elephant, Brick, Battle Royalle, Clean, The Virgin Suicides, Christiane F., Mullholland Drive, Lost Highway,
Das Wilde Leben - 8 Miles High, Em for Jay, KIDS!!, Paranoid Park, Bully, Requiem for a Dream, A Tout de Suite, Day Night Day Night, Shortbus, Lilja for Ever, Amelie, The Dreamers, Les Amants Criminels, Le Voyage Du Ballon Rouge, Le Silence de Lorna, Goodbye Lenin, Half Nelson, Twin Peaks: Fire Walk with me, Babel, Wristcutters​: A Love Story

Favorite directors:
Albertina Carri, Lynne Ramsay, Gus Van Sant, Su Friedrich, Catherine Breillat, Alejandro Jodorowski, Pedro Almodovar, Larry Clark, Harmony Korine, Luis Bunuel, David Lynch

more to come...

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I don't own a TV

most of it is junk anyway ;)

Favorite Books:

Margarita Karapanou - Cassandra and the Wolf
Edward Limonov - It's me Eddie
Ippolita Avalli - Kitty
Virginie Despendes - Baise Moi
Charles Baudelaire - Fleurs du Mal
Jack Kerouac - On the Road
Tennessee Williams - Plays and Short Stories
Sophie Calle - Exquisite Pain
Margarita Karapanou - Rien ne va Plus
Fyodor Dostoievski - Crime and Punishment
Fyodor Dostoievski - White Nights
Murakami Ruy - Piercing, Tokyo Decadence, Kyoko
Murakami Haruki - Norwegian Wood
Sylvia Plath - The Bell Jar, Ariel
Vladimir Nabokov - Lolita
Banana Yoshitomo - Kitchen, NP
Charles Bukowski - Dirty World, Women
Coilhouse magazine
Art Books
Sketch Books
who can say no to depraved literature/f​orbidden books
My new Man Ray photography book



Favorite Authors and things to read:

Jack Kerouac, e.e. cummings, Virginia Wolf, Banana Yoshitomo, Murakami Haruki, Musrakami Ryu, Kazuo Isiguro, Vladimir Nabokov, Fyodor Dostoievski,​ Edward Limonov, Charles Baudelaire, Oscar Wilde, Margarita Karapanou, Sylvia Plath, Anais Nin, Charles Bukowski, sketchbooks,​ art books, music zines, personal zines

"Studie​s show:
Intell​igent girls are more depressed

Because they know

What the world is really like

Don't think for a beat it makes it better

When you sit her down and tell her

Everything gonna be all right 

She knows in society she either is

A devil or an angel with no in between 

She speaks in the third person

So she can forget that she's me"

-Emilie Autumn

"You never did anything any man wouldn't do"
-Gothic Lolita by Emilie Autumn

"The reward for conformity was that everyone liked you except yourself."​

=Venus Envy, Rita Mae Brown

"the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing but burn, burn, burn like fabulous roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars…"​
=jack kerouac

Your culture, yeah, it's pretty dead
--- Free Kitten

Just like a starfish my legs will soon grow back
I'll just be ten times stronger each time that you attack me
--Kathleen Hanna

There is an anger coming off this girl,
That she can't find an origin
---Kate Jane Garside