My older sister, Nicole, finally had her baby on Sunday. So I spent most of my day off at the hospital,but​ I was just glad that everything was fine. He is so cute.... I love him already. I feel weird being an Aunt... i feel so young,but I have known kids about 10 who were aunts or uncles.

So now i'm the only girl who doesn't have a kid and I think it is going to stay that way for awhile. Way too young for that responsibili​ty. Things just seem weird now.... Why do I feel so behind on life?

Most of my friends are either engaged, married or already having kids and it's just weird to me... and most of them are in school or just graduated college and it's crazy. I really need to get cracking on that school stuff and get a decent job and make a decent living. I don't like feeling behind on life.but I need to stop and enjoy myself too right?

My hours at work are slowly being cut and I want to try to find something else,but jobs are scarce at the moment,but I am still going to be looking.

Anyways... thats it. so yay..