well reality is only perception there for "me"​ is only equal to the collective unconcious of humantiy, its perseption of "me"​, and the infinite helix of daily encounters that make my percived reality and reflect that "me"​ upon the mirrored wall's of concious thought

i am a musician and a chef, and enjoy reading and art on my spare time hmmm lets see, i'm honest to a fault i always say whats on my mind,and i tend to have my head in the clouds, and have a pretty dry and sarcastic sence of humour,im half portuguese, i think that actions speak louder than words so i tend to be pretty quiet i'm not really sure what else to say but drop me a line and i'll tell you whatever you want to know,

on my spare time i enjoy drinking 15 dollar cups of coffee, and reading really pretentious literature like kafka or orwell while writing in a large notebook and nodding smugly to myself of my musings, all solely to cover up the fact that i'm secretly listening to hannah montana on my ipod.

as for why i'm here on this new fangled internet thing, i really don't go out much as i spend a lot of time within my subterranian​ artic stronghold weaving my coccoon, so that upon the day that i mate with the gate keeper i may exit my larval stage and hatch my 108 eggs of the abyss and consume all life throughout the cosmos.

i love nature (though it's purely platonic and not reciprocated​)and i won a regional championship​ in full contact chess

i would really like to talk to someone from portugal or brazil to help me learn portuguese, but i would also like pen pals from europe and eastern europe as i love learning about new cultures, oh and if you live in portugal i'd be happy to trade english books for portuguese books

i would like to speak with some one in portuguese, in return i could help with english, or if you just want help in enlish i can do that too, russian would be cool too. i'd also be happy to exchange books in different languages

i'm a writer and i hope to have a book out by october also, pancake sculpting, playing my bass, writing about my interests, visiting far away lands, sleeping ,cooking, wakeing up after i finish sleeping, teleporting

Rammstein, andrew lloyd weber, queensryche,​ judas priest, iron maiden, the cure, frank sinatra, alice in chains, those wierd mushrooms that shriek when you pick them

la femme nikita, spinal tap, army of darkness,lay​er cake, Goldfinger 007, requiem for a dream,

i do not watch TV,

wheel of time, the blood red harp, watership down, arabian nights , truth and steel, spellfire, the art of happiness, if chins could kill, anne rice stuff, the back of cereal boxes, 1984, news paper, cook books, top secret corespondenc​e from former soviet nations bent on the destruction of democratic idealism and all things chocolatey, and anything that doesn't make me feel dumber after reading it

what lies before you and what lies behind, is never as destructive as what lies to your face

"i will ninja punch you so hardcore"​ - thief, 8-bit theater