23 june rainy i have to say the weather forecast is exactly,the heavy rain makes me wet even with my umbrella. and tomorrow it will be good to sow the field with corn.today i got a e-mail : our company need one person whoes english is good ,at least has no problem with dialoge ,but i'm not the finer one ,which made me very sad,i regreted for i didn't work hard on english .it's the second time i miss a chance cause of english.i have to take it seriously ,what i need is more actions,less words.there is no time for waste.

9 june
there are always chance if you have prepared for .today my department need one person to deliver informations form our clients -the american .so it's clera that opportunity is for someone whoes oral english is very good ,obviously i'm not the one .day and day i say learning english ,when the chance comes ,i find what i have done is just state again and again ,i'm so disapointed at myself.i can't help to think :"what have i done ,everyday i proclamed insistence ,but i never do .does insistence so hard for me .i have lost one ,i will not lost the second if there is a second .so seriously ,i need to learn harder .

3 june
today i learn how to say love and break up in english ,if i have crush on a gril ,i can date she with :"can we go out or can i have a date with you,i was hit by cupid's arrow when the first time i met you "as for marrige ,there is anther saying "tie the knot".when i'm in love with a gril ,i can say "i love her with all my heart,or she is good than any one else in my heart'and when we break up ,i can say " we part or i'm sigle again' it doesn't matter who dumped who ,we need go ahead. the only thing make me sad is money ,i don't have enough money for wedding ,but in the real world ,no women will marry to a man without enough money ,frankly speaking : i don't have any wealth and i don't know wether i can achieve a success or not .all i need to do is put myself together ,and face frustration.i really wish someone could help me cause i don't have able to pay a school, but i know even if there is no one do me a faver ,all i should to do is insistence .so much about today .

1 june i'm ready to buy a basketball,so i can do sports after work .i have to lose some weight before going to take the marriage photos.so much about today.

28 may
as there is nothing special happend,i don't know what to say.does english usefull for me ?i don't know either.Today i help guotao moving his house,his new house was in good sunshine,but the structure was very weird. i think my home is better.the gas is warmer than his ,and i don't need pay for a gas stove,haha.after work ,i invited ruifeng to our house for dinner,i cooked two dishes for her,scambled eggs with tomato and fried eggplant.so much about today .

27 may
yao kai turn to night work,that means i'll be alone when i go to work ,cause i'm still day work,but it doesn't has any affect on my life and i'll not late for work with my alarm.today there are 20 new products in our process,i came into the production workshop,but it seems no trouble there ,the only problem is our douments,our laborer get a wrong doument and anther one is not suit machine we use now.i have to call the makers to config if ther is anther document for we are using. i need to do some work independently,so i could improve my status in manufacturing shop .that's all.

sorry for not update my dairy at the past few days, i have to state this time it's not because i can't stick to ,it's because our internet contetion has problem.i really want to dialog with a english native speaker,but i don't have enough money pay for it .yesterday my good friends xiaolong li and jing tong married at ye xian.and i was the groomsman ,first i was excited but when i knew that what a groomsman should do is just set off the saluts i was a little disappiont,whatever best wishes to them,wish they will have babies as soon as possible. it seems hard for me to write dairy ,i don't know what to say ,as if all my day has nothing meaningfull happened ,oh that's what i don't want to .last saturday i found we can book bus tickets online,but i did't i found the ticket from jiyuan to pingdiingshan in the systerm,i'm very confused. i'll check it again on the internet afer i finish this article.yesterday night i was bit by many mosquitos, but i din't feel any i was stung and any itch until i found many red dot on my arm in the afternoon . i thought i have to buy some mosquito coils . after work when i go upstairs i forgot what i should do ,so i have to through this night with worms.ok, it's time to companion my fiance,that's all .

day 3 :
today i learned how to reserve a restaurant in english : may i make a reservation in advance ?i want a table for two and it must be by the window,cause it's me and my wife's anniversary,haha! i really don't like big company, it's boring and in where i can't see my future. i have to finish my english studay before this year is end. so i can strat my high level oral enlish . today isn't goes very well,in the morning i found i have forgot to take my cellphone when i was already went downstair .in the morning conference we made the decision that we'll dine together on thursday.after back off the work ,i found i received six missed calls,but i don't think any of them is important.i think that's the dairy of today,sorry for nothing significant .

last one hour ,sorry ,my mathmatic was teached by my sprot teacher!

it's 18 may,i write my second dairy three days later ,i'm very confused how can i didnnlt realise nothing with two days have passed,i made the plan that write dairy in english ,but i totally forget it the next day,what a shame.i really have enough time do at least one thing i need to do ,for exceple: one lession for new concept book 3 per day,writing dairy in english,make sport one hour each day ,but i didn't do any of them ,i think aboout these things over and over,at last ,i reach a decision : i have to make a break down,every night i 'm free from nine to twelve o'clock ,at nine to ten,i need to writ dairy,ten to eleven : talk with my finace ,the last two hour: learn the new concept book 3,as for the sports ,i will do it on the condition of i don't need to do extro work ,cause i will be free since half past five then .