If you are familiar with MBTI test, I am INFP (IEI).:)
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PLEASE READ THIS
! Guys, I've been suffering depression lately for a really long time. I cannot handle it anymore and I don't have support either, for I only have 3 friends, and none of them is close enough to actually care. So basically I'm kinda left alone. I apologize if I don't reply your messages, it only means that I have no power for them. I don't want temporary connections, but if you think you can be my really good and supportive friend, that you can help me overcome it and that we can get close without fear of further damage - then you are welcome. I really need somebody who will accept me and not leave afterwards.
Also I am autistic and have BPD, but that's a different story.
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So, here I am. A Leo girl born on August 2nd, with constantly changing and absolutely god-forbid-WHAT hair colors. Deep in my heart I'm a redhead, but my flames are like those cold splashes of the Northern lights.

I love aesthetics. I fancy everything beautiful, fragile, evanescent. The beauty of the moment is something that I cherish, and that's why "Carpe diem" is the motto of my life. Those sunsets that you send in an envelope to your dear one, the tea that you drink sitting near the open window and smelling lilac; pronouncing the first words of the language that taste so surprisingly good in your mouth, meeting your friend after a year far away and hugging in the middle of the street, spending the night in the dark mountainous forest -when you're first scared but then you can see the entire universe of constellations above your head, and then it's so peaceful and wild and silent that you stop breathing. Those moments are precious. I remember each of them and a thousand more, because unfortunately I feel things overall too deeply and too much. They say I was born for sunsets in train compartments and all the romance of the unexplored. I guess that's close enough.

My character sometimes drives me crazy. I cannot make the simplest decision, always doubting and measuring consequences, yet for some godly reason I can spontaneously pack up and go for a trip in some half an hour. Or jump with a rope from a skyscraper. Or whatever... My lack of balance calls for a harmonious person to balance me out. Other than that, I risk spending the rest of my life somewhere in Alaska breeding salmon. Or living on a spider farm in Australia (I bet there are some, or why are they so-many-so-large there if not specially fed?!).
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I am attracted to strong and independent people with powerful personalities, confident and protective, natural leaders who are charismatic and authentic. Emotional intelligence and responsible (and caring!) attitude are also quite important to me.

My ideal male archetype is Gustavo from "Breaking Bad", or Rhett Butler from "Gone with the Wind", or Five from "Umbrella Academy"; I guess this speaks volumes about me.

Bikers (those who are fond of motorcycles and ride one) are my weakness. Besides, I'm quite into professors, intellectual people and those with advanced irony skills, which obviously means I'm sapiosexual. Probably it would be nice if you're as well. If you're also a well-bred gentleman by nature, I'll probably want to talk to you about the tea I fancy or my fetishes or whatever thing gentlemen talk about.
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I'm quite bad at writing short and structured messages, but to make up for that, I'm sincere and poetic, which you may love or not. But you'd better do, because I'm also good at biting. So welcome, you fearless one! ;)
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Also. Estoy buscando a un amo. Looking for a Master, but in real life. Not simply a fetish, but rather a long-term relationship.

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Looking for a soulmate. Urgently. Dear, your perplexing, childish, sensitive and ironical kitty is waiting until you show up and knock me into the middle of next week for my making a mess of my life. I know the phrase I might recognize you by; maybe you know it too. Not even a phrase, a statement. I'm still waiting, looking at the dead beauty of autumn and enjoying the silence that fills me with such rare harmony. and yep, chewing a tart. welcome.

* Travelling:
I've been to
- Poland (Kraków, Wroclaw, Gdansk)
- Spain (Malaga, Granada, Sevilla, Barcelona)
- Portugal (Lisbon, Porto, the Azores islands - San Miguel)
- Turkey (Istanbul)
- Argentina (Buenos Aires, Mendoza)
- Chile (Santiago, Valparaiso, Viña del Mar, Concón, Reñaca, Pucón, Villarrica, Temuco, Puerto Varas, Puerto Montt, Los Andes, Rancagua, Chanco, Cajón del Maipo, Talca, San Fernando, Linares, Lautaro, Cunco, Los Laureles, Angol, Los Angeles, Quilpué, Saltos del Laja, Chañaral, Copiapó)

Ropejumping, backpacking & hitchhiking (ok, travelling in general is my passion), travelling on a motorcycle as a passenger, reading, writing poetry & diaries, learning tricky languages, findom, power exchange, submission, translation, collecting sugarsticks & teabags & magnets & money from different countries (both coins and paper ones), falling for teachers, extreme things, mountain hiking, psychology, film-making, letter exchange, people who play the piano, getting into adventure, exploring the farthest and least explored corners of the planet (and of another person's soul - while talking wine in the evening kitchen), and so on and many others.
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Put this on your profile if you know someone who has survived, died from, or is fighting cancer.
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Rock music: Rammstein, Die Ärzte, Revolverheld, Splean; Folk music: Faun, Falkenstein; Melnitsa; Fleur, Mantus, Subway to Sally, Tanzwut, Stillste Stund; System of a Down, the Cranberries, Arctic Monkeys, Wise Guys, Toranja, Nautilus Pompilius, Imagine Dragons, Elif; Calle 13, Vico C, BABASONICOS <3, Pedro Aznar, Soda Stereo, El Cuarteto de Nos, Molotov; Maneskin, The Beatles

"Coco", "Terminator 1,2", "Eurotrip", "Die Hard", "Road Trip", "Universal Soldier", "Leon The Professional", "Rampage", "Felicita", "Maverick", "Devil Wears Prada", "Back to the Future (al parts)", "The Wolf of Wall Street", "Matrix", "Luca", "Tangled", "Life is Beautiful", "Pretty Woman", "Das Leben der Anderen", "Frida", "Little Ashes", "The Intouchables", "Goodbye, Lenin!", "Eloise", "Life of Pi", "Moonrise Kingdom", "Wall-E", "Four Rooms", 'Fight Club', "Planet of the Apes", "Boys over Flowers", "Secret Romance", 'Playful Kiss', "Yes or No"(dramas), "Gone with the Wind", "Girl - Interrupted", "Ameli", "Blue is the warmest colour", "500 days of Summer", "******* Amal", "A Parent Trap", "Titanic", and wide range of others

"Better Call Saul"<3
"Breaking Bad"<3
"La casa de papel" <3
"Umbrella Academy"
"Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency"
"The Office"
"The End of the Fucking World"
"Young Sheldon"
"Squid Game"
"Queen's Gambit"
"My Name Is Earl'
"Black Mirror"
"Ines del alma mia"
"Wednesday"
"How I met your mother" <3
"Friends"
"Malcolm in the Middle"
"Cobra Kai"
"Alice in Borderland"
"Dark"
"Stranger Things"
"The Boys"
"Father Ted"
"Atypical"
"Seinfeld"
"IT crowd"
"Futurama"
"Big Bang Theory"
"Bajo la mirada de nadie"
"Superstore"
"Two and a Half Men"
standups by John Mulaney, Franco Escamilla, Tom Segura, Fluffy
"Mir Naiznanku" with D. Komarov

"Three Men in a Boat" by J. K. Jerome; "All the Light We Cannot See" by Anthony Doerr; "Night in Lisbon" by Remark; "Madonna in a Fur Coat" by Sabahattin Ali; "Doctor in the House" and "Doctor at Sea" by Richard Gordon; "Up the Down Staircase" by Bel Kaufman; S. Chbosky "The Perks of Being a Wallflower"; Sarah Winman "When God Was a Rabbit"; anything by Ray Bradbury; "The Moon and Sixpence" by S. Maugham; "1984" by Orwell; Julian Barnes "Taking it Over"; "The Minds of Billy Milligan" by Daniel Keyes; "Theatre" by S. Maugham; "Gone with the Wind" by M. Mitchell (the book of my life!!); "House on the Hill" by Valeriy Shevchuk; "Portrait of Dorian Grey" by O. Wilde; "Fifty Shades of Grey";"The Catcher in the Rye" by J. Salinger; "Fight Club" by Chuck Palahniuk; "Autumn Fires" by Valeria Komarova; Amelie Nothomb "Fear and Trembling"; poetry by Rimbaud, Pablo Neruda, Ahmatova, Tsvetaeva, F. G. Lorca

"Never seek to tell thy love,
love that never told can be"

"The only thing more impossible than staying was leaving"

Evil can never be dead enough.