Maka,,,
dalam tiap gerimis kesedihan, hanyutkan dirimu dalam dzikir panjang malammu...

Dalam tiap kerikil tajam dijalanan, benamkan wajahmu dalam sujud kepasrahan...

Dalam tiap duka yang menyapa, hanyutkan air matamu dalam sungai kasih-Nya..

Dalam tiap nestapa, larutkan pahit air matamu dalam manis cinta-Nya...

Dan dalam tiap kelabu langitmu, Panggillah nama-Nya...
الله الله الله
dan tunggulah...
Hingga Dia merubah mendungmu menjadi pelangi warna-warni...✍️🌨️

Living with a man who fears Allah in treating you is truly beautiful.
but life is not solely about a man...

the closest and most certain soul mate is death.

Have we prepared provisions to meet the angel of death?

"No one becomes strong without going through a dark past.
No one reaches maturity of thought,
except after experiencing destruction within themselves first."

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If you focus on the hurt, then what you perpetuate is suffering. But if you focus on wisdom, then what you get is enlightenment.

— Siddhartha Gautama

Don't show a pearl to someone who doesn't understand its value...

do you know the meaning of that quote?

"What is the use of knowledge, if it does not expand a person's soul so that he acts like an ocean that collects garbage.

What is the use of intelligence, if it does not enlarge a person's personality so that he is more able to understand others."

~ Emha Ainun Nadjib

"life is always full of selection and in the end we will be together with those who are on the same frequency".

people come and go,

if it is likened to a journey on a bus, just let people get off one by one, because maybe they have arrived at their respective destinations.
and those who are on the bus until the end, they are the ones who have the same destination as you..✍️

Sometimes, even though we feel sorry for the things we did, nothing can change them. As pain has already been inflicted, the damage has already been done. It was the time when we felt most powerless, as we were bothered by our own guilt and our own conscience.
And to tell you the truth, having conflict with your own conscience is the hardest conflict you will ever encounter in your life. It is like feeling lost in your own home. Drowning in the ocean, but feels thirsty.
Feeling freezing, but hot-burning.
It is true that, no matter how good we try to be, mistakes are unavoidable and, from time to time, we will commit them. No one can ever escape committing mistakes, and no one can change what has happened, but we can learn a lot from them if we will just allow ourselves to be corrected and accept with full accountability the consequences of our actions.
Yes, it is human nature to commit mistakes, but it can't always be used to justify all the wrong actions we took. Instead, learn from them and grow. That's how it must be.

Sometimes Allah takes something away from you, to save you from something worse.

Sometimes people change not because they become someone else, but because they stop pretending. We are often hurt not by the change itself, but by our expectations of the old version that turned out to be just a role. The change may be surprising, but it can be a form of delayed honesty.

Someone who initially seemed caring, patient, or loyal, may have been playing a role in order to be accepted or to achieve something. When all that is no longer needed, the mask is removed and the real face that has been hidden all this time appears. And this is where we often feel betrayed, when in fact what happened was the end of the drama.

Rather than dwelling on disappointment, it is better to see this moment as a lesson in authenticity and hope. We learn that loving someone must be done with open eyes, and that not all change is bad—sometimes it saves us from living in a fake life even longer.