Welcome, my dear visitor. Could I offer you a cup of coffee or something else while you take a look around? It's been a while since I've last been here, again, had a lot of things to get sorted and so..  but think I shall be around every now and then from now on..

I've spend quite some time thinking what to put here, again... It's not as easy as it might seem... Not that I'd have any ideas what you'd want to know anyway, what you would find interesting to read here, how could I inspire you to write me... Not a simple task trying to quess all that, fitting yourself into tiny box like this...

I guess I should write something about myself too, right? I'm 34, and originally come from Finland but since around four years I have been living in Germany. Not sure where I will be in the future though. I guess kind of calm, friendly...? Tend to spend too much time thinking... Never really been that "mainstream".. You tell me... ok? I was once told that all this tells more about me then I may realize, wonder if it is true...

Buy yea, I still looking to get to know ppl around the world, maybe I could get to know you? :)

Would like to meet.. hmm.. ah yea, ppl.. around the world!
I'm also interested in languages..

Reading, listening to music, concerts and festivals, coffee, spending time with friends, walking, exploring new cities... Did I mention coffee?

Music is really important for me, I almost always have music playing..
Mostly gothic music ( rock, darkwave.. ), EBM, Dark Electro.. But also "normal" rock and metal, bits of punk..
Artists like :
the Sisters of Mercy
the Creepshow
Combichrist
die Krupps
Deine Lakaien
Funker Vogt
the Cr

Equilibrium, the Crow ( all of them actually ), the Others, the Scribbler, Odd Thomas, the Labyrinth, American History X, V for Vendetta, Boondock Saints...
Ones with good story, interesting settings, characters... Also seem to like cheap cyberpunk films..

Mythbusters, X-files, Supernatural, Lovejoy..

Authors like Pratchett, Gaiman, Poe, Banks...

If that's the truth that I've been looking for my whole life
If that's the answer to the greatest question out there
then I'm never gonna sacrifice myself to this world
no, I'm never gonna sacrifice myself to this life you've written me

-

After all the running that I've done
I found myself where I begun
After all the searching that I've done
I've lost much more than I ever won

- Evestus

There is nothing in this world, that you ever wanted more.
Just someone to fight for you, when your life begins to crumble.
Let me be the one you dream of, the one to hold you when you fall,
The one to chase your nightmares away, the one to guide you to the end.

I am not an angel,
I am not a god.
But I can give you hope...

- Blutengel

..and tell me what really matters
is it the money & the fame?
or how many people might
eventually know your name?

..but maybe you touch one life
and the world becomes a better place to be
maybe you give their dreams
another day, another chance to be free...

- Cr