The note is written for those of u who claims to be able to love me for who I am.  It's to to show u here what issues am I facing right now n I'm wishing you can help me crossing it by holding my hand n never let go.  After this, I wish we will able to get into a mature world where it belongs to the two of us to build a future together.

I do believe in fairy tale happy ending, but I'm more of a strong beeliever in walking hands in hands together we settle everything in front of us n go to the last breath.  Without the mutual goal for a close life partner, no friendship nor marriage can last long if we grow apart n if we let it be. 

I speak from experience n I wish it's not too late to meet the second life partner n make it right this round.

1) i need to know by when can u know when will u be able to have a date to come

2) i need to remind u that i need usd300 to get the divorce in process or else i cant produce a statement of being a single person, therefore i can only enter canada as a visitor, until 9 mths later after the divorce certificate is produced, so i can apply the certiticate of single, then i might be able to enter canada in other situation like live-in lovers with you

3) i need to give my mom usd500 every month if u dont mind

4) im sorry for putting money matters in front of other things, just like you put sex in fornt of other things.  but these are crucial and we need to deal with the facts,,which im not proud of havin them discussed before our love

as for the depression i need a man who can give me a world of time and attention to care of me and my feeling and iw ill do the same for him. i hope u r the one for me. i can not stop the antidepressants just yet bcos we are facing the winter in canada and i dont know how worse would it be for me bcos i really hate the cold. but with ur love i hope it wont be too horrible. and i need to see shrinks over there once my meds are finished, or maybe i need to fly back here to get all free resources i can get.  i have saved some meds currently so i hope i can use them enough till i get to meet a shrink there or here, or i dont need any anymore

so no 4) is to let u know that u r taking a depressed patience with you and u r aware of it. allthou we can be optimisitc that once im with you i dont need to take the meds, but it is only the later stage. cos i cant not stop it right away, i need to stop it gradually so that it wont rebounce.

speaking of which u need to know that i have to sleep 12hrs in a day.  i hpe it wont bother you.  im not busy in my life

5) i have been an indoor girl, books and music. but in future i would be happy to join u for outdoor activities and i will love u with all i can and u will be my sky and universe and i will do everything i can to please u, it is only one condition that u have to love me for who i am and never hurt me physically and spiritually.

i hpe u will reply to me know that u have read all these above and still think u want me?

--Edited sep 15th.  It may be repeated below this line so u can skip reading after this line.

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I tried put myself in a note n I hope it ll help saving time n my weak heart from more cruelty from the world

I'm not sending this because I think u can be stupid n become my victim, I'm sending this because you show u r special and intelligent so I wish for a friendship from you, or more.  Any types of support from u is extremely important to me cos i have nothing n no one except hope on strangers from this interpals site.

I don need blue card n I'm happy to live in where inam, except that if my man has to bring me to him then I'll go live to him in his country, but it's definitely nit the reason y u receive this msg.

I don need u to send me money either, if u want to b my boyfriend u can come to visit me in hong kong or u can buy me an e ticket to visit u

So u ve nth to b afraid of losing anything from me

I'm an innocent dreamy woman who still believe in true love n fairy like ending.

I came to this site for friendship but then I realized I can find many interesting men for romance here so here's one of the strike to reach out To you.

I'm not a scammer from africa but many would hate to know they r going to lose something from me, but except I'm expecting romance n an e-ticket from u, I provide n promise to love my man like no other woman could.  So it has to be someone who can trust miracles in the world just like I do, to go on reading this message.

Since u r reading this third paragraph, I guess u either plan to reply n call me names or reply to try loving me. 

I'm a divorcee and I live under roof of mercy of a good man but i can't stay for long.  I had been hardworking in the past, kind hearted n help n love everyone as much as I could.  If u r imaginative n experienced in life u ll b able to understand how hard n how impossible it could be for me to lived such a live, but if u r asking what did I do, then I think I don ve to hear from u, so pls stop reading n delete me, block me.  

.....so, I lived by the edge n went too far off my own strength, one day I had an emotional breakdown n I can't seem to stand up anymore, I have been living by taking antidepressants everyday, I either sleep or I get depressed for the past three yrs. 

Tats all about me for now, in the past week I had been selling myself in front of web cam like veggies n wishing I'm being taken by a nice man, but things didn't work out cos I refused to show naked to a stranger as much as they refuse to fly all the way here or invest an air ticket for me to fly over.

So I'm here writing this n wishing it's read by some decent man who doesn't need to see my body to love me, but only treasure my heart for who I am. He shouldnt send me silly naked man pic too cos I don need six packs of muscle too.

If u until here n feel that I am,
Honest
Pity
Kind
Innocent
Unbelievably stupid n stubborn

And u can try communicate with me,
Without needing to see my naked body

I can meet u in webcam n we can go from there

Thanks for reading

Greetings from Hong Kong

Jane



P.S.  For Romance seeker, if you have read up to HERE, I sincerely thank you for having such an interest on me.  So, I'd like to reward you by giving u a some tips as to save time and energy for both of us:


Seriously, lets get to the point

1.
I dont intend to work for money, unless it is really necessary, etc, that im very much in love with a very poor man and he couldnt sustian our life so i will be happy to help

2.
and Im not ready to have babies, but i dont mind if my man convinced me in his way.  I will be happy to adopt a few children.

3.
I believe in God, but not any man made religions.  I have studied a lot of religions and this is my conclusion up till today.  If I have to convert to a religion in order to marry someone, i will do that, but trust me, i only do that becos i love him, not becos i trust the religion.  And be prepared that he should not get mad at me one day for knowing that Im not keen in the religion belief.  And I will not stop trying to make him believe in what i believe too.

4.
I have two passports (dont ask me where, u could have guessed already) and im contented to live in where I can.  So I will not contact you bcos of the blue card or other citizenship, bcos i like it here.

It is also important for you to understand I can NOT take u to these places becos i am a woman and the law of these places do not fav to women's husband.  So, Please Go Away if u contact me just bcos of THIS.

5.
I have NO MONEY.  YES, not even one cent.  I cant help you in anyway than mentally support.  Im sorry.  And I will be very happy if you can help me with some usd$500 for a little legal documents i need to process and also an e-ticket to fly to you, if u can not come to visit me.

6.
Lastly, I need a man who is strong mentally to lead me in my life and conquer me for many thins in life.  A true man should know that he can easily go thr the above points with me slowly convince me into his points if it is against it, bcos im submissive and im happy to please a man that im fond of.  I always believe that my man can make me do anything bcos pleasing him is all i want to do in my life, of cos, he has to be able to place my needs before everything else as the first criteria for me to be attracted to him.


Other than these, we can go on if you can accept these points from me.