Was the riddle of existence meant to be void to human understanding on purpose?
We may believe that we are nothing but matter and deny absolutely the existence of the spirit, but we can’t be completely sure.
We may believe that we have to reincarnate hundreds of times till we reach a level of spiritual evolution in which we no longer need a physical body in order to evolve, but it will be pure speculation and, once again, we can’t be completely sure.
We may believe that there is only one physical life, and that we will go to heaven or to hell according to our acts, but we can’t know for sure.
Why was the capacity to question granted to us if the answer was meant to remain in the darkness?
Why are we condemned to live a physical existence?
Why do we have to incarnate to begin with?
Why is there so much inequity in the lives of people?
Why do some people reach the age of 100 while others die shortly after birth?
Why do some people are being given the gift of physical beauty and talent while others are physically ugly and untalented?
Why are some intelligent and others are not?
Why do most living things have to depend on killing to survive?
Why do volcanoes, earthquakes and tsunamis have to exist?
Why do galaxies have to collide against each other causing the destruction of thousands and thousands of planets and an unimaginable toll of deaths?

As hard as I tried for so many years, I can’t come to terms with my human condition. There has to be something better than this, but then... What is it? To be a free disincarnated spirit floating in the universe? To be a stone and, by not having consciousness, not having any need for answers? None of those would help to ease things in the physical plane. In fact, it will be the worst of all selfishness.

If you have some answers... or, at least, one single answer to any of the above questions, please, do get in touch with me.
If you have absolutely no answers at all... maybe we can try together to find the reason for the wholeness to exist.

Two big pluses when corresponding with me:

1 - I am not a scammer. I won't request your picture because I don't care the way you look. I'm not after your money and even if I were a homeless beggar I wouldn’t request a single cent from any pen pal. I'm not looking for a visa and I am not looking to marry you! Even if such a thing ever takes place, you'll have to move to where I live and not the other way around
2 - While I wish I wasn't, I am a real human being. Sometimes I think that having been an artificial intelligence creation would have been much better than being "for real"...

One big minus:

I speak out my mind loudly and in a way very few pen pals dare to do. I don't know the meaning of the word "diplomacy". Never did it... And never will...
You get in touch with me at your own risk. Please, keep in mind that you have been warned…

"Concert for piano # 2" by Rachmaninoff, any decent performance.
Albinoni’s "Adagio", same as above.
"Concert for piano # 1" by Tchaikovsky, same as above.
"Toccata and Fugue in Re Minor" by Bach, same as above.
"Moonlight Sonata" by Beethoven, same as above.
“Adagio for Strings” by Samuel Barber, same as above
"Concierto de Aranjuez" by Joaquín Rodrigo, performed by Paco de Lucía.
“Concert in D Major For Violin and Orchestra" by Tchaikovsky, performed by Michael Rabin.
Aperture of “Fiddler on the Roof" by Bock, from the homonym movie featuring Isaac Stern as soloist.
"Memory" by Elaine Paige.
"Loving You" by Minnie Riperton.
"Without You" by Badfinger.
"Eleanor Rigby" by The Beatles.
"She's Leaving Home" by The Beatles.
"Close to the Edge" by Yes.
"Tales from Topographic Oceans" (complete album) by Yes.
"Selling England by the Pound" (complete album) by Genesis.
"Dark Side of the Moon" (complete album) by Pink Floyd.

"Wish you Were Here" (complete album) by Pink Floyd.
"Song of the Wind" by Santana.
"Tarkus" (complete album) by Emerson, Lake & Palmer.
"Stairway to Heaven" by Led Zeppelin.
"A Whiter Shade of Pale" by Procol Harum.
“Guilty” by Barbra Streisand & Barry Gibb (duet).
“White Rabbit” by Jefferson Airplane.
“Un`anima pura” by The Rokes.
“On the Beach” by Neil Young.
“Afterglow” by Genesis.
“The Way we Were” by Barbra Streisand.

"Werther" by Goethe.
"Fourteen Lessons in Yogi Philosophy and Oriental Occultism" by Yogi Ramacharaka.
"The Kybalion" by unknown author.
"The Great Initiates, A Study of the Secret History of Religions" by Édouard Schuré.
“The Metamorphosis” by Franz Kafka.
“How to Become a Yogi” by Yogi Kharishnanda.
"Portrait of an Anti-Semite" (essay) by Jean Paul Sartre.
"Esoteric Buddhism" by Alfred Percy Sinnett.
“Tractatus Theologico-Politicus” by Baruch Spinoza.
“Tirukkural” believed to have been written by Thiruvalluvar.
“The Frugivorous Nature Of Man” by Carlos Brandt.
"Guide for the Perplexed” by Rabbi Moshe Ben Maimon.
"The Zohar” attributed to Rabbi Shimon Bar Yochai.
“Karma Yoga” by Swami Vivekananda.
“Autobiography of a Yogi” by Paramahansa Yogananda.