I'm almost 50, y'all so I'm changing my about me

Pen pals yes I still would love to meet and talk with people from all over the globe.  If you're old school we can do snail mail email or Whatsapp/telegram

Also I'm looking to travel to either Eastern or Northern Europe this summer.  I'm thinking Prague maybe I should learn some Czech.

Beyond cultural exchange and stuff yeah I'll like to meet a MAN, not boy for romance if possible.  I do like to travel and step out in the world.  I'm me a 50 year plus size aka chunky southern/Texan.  I have a few gray in my hair and there's nothing perky about me sometimes not even my aura.  I don't have time energy or desire to catfish y'all.  I'm just me and I'm just checking to see if I could find someone who is tired of being lonely.  I would like someone who also wants to get to know another person beyond boasts lies and living in an alternative reality.  I'm so not a cougar I'm not trying to be someone's Mom or carer even. I'm not a nun but I'm not even remotely interested in hook up sex. Friendship companionship romance yes casual encounters hell to the naw.  My likes. I like to travel and would like to travel with someone.  I like concerts though my mosh put days are behind me. I want to learn to Texas two step and all that.  I even like classy stuff like the arts. I am relearning the joys of real cooking.  I even like football mostly college , hook'em horns.  I rather meet someone close to me , I'm in Texas, y'all but I'm really to open to men who are tired of other men cat fishing them with stolen model pictures.  I have grown kids but I'm not adverse to a man who has children.  I don't have pets but I love dogs.  There's more stuff but that's enough for now.

Looking for someone who can strike an interesting conversation about a variety of topics.  I am just trying to meet mature decent guys who are around my age -'-heads up I strictly do clean chat if you want cyber go to a web cam sex girl not me, lol please no super sensitive people . Y'all are drowning me in your tears.  If you're gonna  be a troll step up your troll game.  I love a good laugh

German and maybe Russian if someone has the patience of Job.  New year new language Czech for some odd reason

love to travel, love learning new cultures and languages and meeting new people I'm trying to learn Russian. Update I gave up trying to learn Russian. I'm doing German instead.  How are my Russian friends doing I miss y'all being on here.  I'm not a hater like so many  self righteous people who just love to hate all people because of a few. If I was like that I would hate all Yankees.

my fave music is various forms of rock: I like heavy heavy metal maybe some nu metal.  And i rediscovered good country like Texas red dirt country like whiskey myers and midland.

same as the books I also love historical movies.  Today's movies suck.

none-is there any thing good on tv anymore---oh i like red dwarf i mean l love red dwarf never ever get tired of it  I also love historical dramas like Vikings and Rome
.I am addicted Rome.  I might need help

my favorite books are horror, supernatural and thrillers---i am a total lovecraft fan--i mean major major lovecraft. I also like non fiction on astronomy and astrophysics

"i pulled off your wings and I laughed"  Deftones
All hope is lost- Slipknot, I think
A hit dog will holler
Quality supersedes quantity when it comes to friendships
From the Womb to the Tomb, I'm Dc4L