Let do my best.

What will the world look like when everyone considers everything that is not good to be good? When infidelity, human trafficking, prostitution, *** trafficking in all its forms are considered normal? What if a husband and wife agree to sell their wife as a commercial *** worker and that is considered normal? I really don’t understand how world works.

People from abroad said I am beautiful. They said I have beautiful eyes. But in my country, especially in my town I got bullied when I was kids until now because of my face and my eyes. For them, I am so so. Then do you believe what people said about you? Beautiful is just perception. It’s not more important than value of yourself. I have just learned when people said I am beautiful sometimes it’s mean I desire on you.

People being cruel because they cannot handle their hurt feelings.

Happy vesak day.

Happy international family day.

One day I met some friends who ask me about my belief and what is my opinion about one political issue. Then he talked to me about what they called the truth, about humanity, etc. At the end, some of them flirting me, others sent me porn videos, others offered me some money for saw them masturbation etc. Some of them are married and told me, it’s impossible to us having one partner in life. So, now I just have a big question, what is humanity, love, and faith means?

Finally I know you’re a man.

My student’s mom offered me to made up by her. I accepted her offer because I respect her. But my leader then said the made up is not good. Why we care about how look like we are too much? Even I will be ugly because of the make up, I think it is more good when we give others chances to learn what they want to learn then always give critiques.

I have been in online world for several years. In that world people come and go to my life easily. Whatever they said about love is just about ***. Because I rejected that, I never have friends more than 3 months. I don’t think to blame others but there’s question in my mind, so if online people just come to others for one need and they will not waste their time to wait somebody for being their partner, then If there is an Asian woman has partner from online, does that mean they easy to get? Maybe that’s the reason why in my country, too many mix couples ending with divorce.