Hello, friends and enemies,

I'm Em. I have no idea what I'm doing with my life, although I'm probably too old for that. I have a Masters in Life Science, which apparently is pretty useless these days.

I'm a morning person, although lately more of a 'I never sleep' person. I like traveling, trips, and just generally getting lost in places. I love good stories, so I watch and read a lot, and I also play games, mostly RPGS.

Big boi in the picture is Loki and doesn't live with me :(

I'm looking for recommendations on media and resources about psychosis - books, textbooks, lectures, movies, games, songs, whatever comes to your mind. If you have some personal story and you want to share it, also feel free to do that! If you have anything on your mind, just let me know. It's for a side project that's very important to me right now :)

Always happy to chat! I will however not be replying to "Hi", "Hi how are you", and "Hi how are you can we be friends" messages. If you however read all of my bad writing here and you still want to talk but don't feel inspired with anything, shoot me a "hello giraffe" message - I'll reply for sure!

// I really hate it but I had to block a couple of countries due to constant scams and creepy spam - don't blame me, blame the creeps from there.

Bonus points if you speak German or Japanese or want to study together!

I'll happily help with English and Polish, but I'm not a teacher so bear that in mind.


Mein Deutsch ist nicht besonders gut, aber ich würde mich gerne mit neuen Leuten unterhalten. 

日本語で話したいんだけど！今勉強中だけど、まだ自然な日本語がちょっとできないんだ。一緒に話しましょうか。

mountains (trekking and rock climbing),
knitting (also mostly just scarfs ngl),
reading,
history (esp social history and history of science),
astronomy (including astrophysics, but mostly just stargazing)

Once again: THE EXPERIENCE OF PSYCHOSIS

indie/folk/rock/classical

Good Will Hunting, Full Metal Jacket

Currently on a little TV show hiatus tbh :)

I read a lot.
Honorable mentions: Herman Hesse (ofc!), Dazai Osamu, Albert Camus, Charles Dickens, Leo Tolstoy

Current read: textbooks and scientific publications

Don't bend; don't water it down; don't try to make it logical; don't edit your own soul according to the fashion. Rather, follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.