I think the closest belief system I "may" identify with is Absurdism.

"Absurdists" try to work out how we can live meaningfully in a meaningless universe.

I don't expect some people here to understand what this means, because let's face it, some people have intelligence less than butter.

As one person put it:
"All human beings seem to crave meaning, search for it, and create it. We constantly make up stories out of our lives to give them meaning.  And we search for explanations for the universe in general. Religion may be the most popular source of meaning for people; believing in a god or gods, a spirit-world, an afterlife, or a holy book, or practicing ritual, prayer, or meditation makes life meaningful for many people. And religion is not the only possibility: people find meaning for their lives in nationalism, science, Marxism, art, and many other beliefs and practices.

Absurdists see all of these attempts as ultimately doomed, in a sense. Not that absurdists think it’s pointless to do anything, but they believe that no matter what you do, you cannot escape the absurdity of being a human being.  It’s not exactly the universe which is absurd in absurdism, but rather the fact that humans are innately driven to look for meaning in an ultimately meaningless universe. Whatever stories we tell to give meaning to our lives are just that — stories, fictions."


Other facets of myself, if you've managed to read this far:

I love to travel. I miss traveling very much.

I have been to some places in Europe, and I have traveled around Asia many times, notably Japan.


How does a person feel?

I think a person is a complex mixture of different moods and personalities.

Sometimes, even the kindest people change, not for the better. But even bitter people can improve their disposition.

The question is, what state are you currently in right now?

If I managed to view your profile but wasnt able to send a message, its probably because I havent thought of messaging something other than 'hi' or 'hello,' or my introverted self was too shy to say anything.

Real people, authentic people.

No rude people, no scammers, perverts, etc.

Aliens are okay.

Also...it's weird to ask me to Skype when you've just messaged me. I don't know why people do this. I don't have Skype btw.

I would like to learn Ancient Egyptian. Don't believe me? I bought a book!

My interests are currently in flux. I have not been in a very good disposition as of late, so I apologize in advance. Life is, as they say, complicated.

I like collecting anime and video game figures, trying stuff in the kitchen, polymer clay art....some random stuff.

Recently i am into baking. I aspire to be a pastry chef, or at least make really good pastries at home.

I enjoy food science.

I a trying low carb and keto and a frustrated by the ugly cookies i have made.


I am not sure if I am left or right-brained. I can draw, but I work in the analytical field.

I like peaches.

I am probably one of the few people who do not use Spotify.

I love music, however.

I have a vinyl player, but I havent used it in a while.

The Interpreter
The Woman from the Window
About Time
Ninth Gate
The Man from UNCLE

Self-help books are good.