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Silvaranna   

Ami, 39 y.o.
Gooding, United States [Current City]

Speaks

Looking for

Friends
Postal pen pals

Education

Some college

Occupation

customer service representative

Relationship status

Single


Joined 16 years ago, profile updated 2 years ago.

Displaying posts 1 to 10 of 393.
Reply - Conversation - Mar 10
I could draw him if I were an artist.

He haunts my mind like a ghost.

He’s the only one that is not a demon from my past.

Everyone else has a familiar face

A friend, a relative, monsters from my past.

I could draw him if I were an artist

I see him sitting across from me

His long dark fingers moving chess pieces

I could draw him if I were an artist

I can see him standing before me

Hand out, drenched in rain

Coaxing me to dance,

I could draw him if I were an artist

Dancing with me

Drenched in the rain

A precious memory overwritten

Replaced by someone actually loving me

I could draw him if I were an artist

Strong and to hold

Firm muscle only giving to my softness

The dragon over his shoulder watching, protecting

I could draw him if I were an artist

The blurry vision seen through sleep clouded eyes

Opening them slightly

A warm blanket pulled over me as I doze

I could draw him if I were an artist

The look of worry

Tears stinging eyes

Waiting for doctors results

I could draw him if I were an artist

The look of joy of the unexpected

Finding new things

Building a bigger family

New experiences, together

I could draw him if I were an artist

Year after year

New lines on his face and hands

Color in his strength, supportiveness, care

I could draw him if I were an artist

Though he exists only in dreams

A figment of my imagination

Yet my heart screams

I could draw him if I were an artist.
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Reply - Conversation - Jan 13
Struggling today. I know I will never be beautiful but I wish I could still find someone to care for me. I am lonely and disappointed in the fact that I can not get someone to stay interested in my longer than a handful of conversations.
Reply - Conversation - Dec 24
Outfit tryouts for the last date I got stood up for. Ended up in jeans and t with hair and makeup of course.
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Reply - Conversation - Jan 20, 2023
I wonder if there is a culture somewhere that's says that cutting off hair at a certain time cuts off ties, bad energy, toxins.... Whatever. Cut my hair yesterday with that nagging feeling that is the last of the bad energy that needed to go. The rest is healthy and will grow stronger and better now
Reply - Conversation - Dec 6, 2022
It sucks trying to find someone I feel comfortable being myself around. Start to feel like I can open up a little bit and talk to someone and they realize that my world was insane. It isn't any more but was and has left me broken. They start to see me like a discarded you. Just like everyone else. Then ultimately choose to discard me as well.
Reply - Conversation - Oct 29, 2022
Actually feeling some confidence over this one.
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